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终于回来了...

2010-05-12T23:42:00.004+08:00

消失好一阵子了。。。终于回来了。。。

最近我身边发生了很多事，让我心情很糟糕。。。爸爸进医院，亲戚突然去世，邻居也突然去世，到目前为止也没有大学的录取信。

现在的我把精神寄托全放在工作上了。。。希望能多赚一点钱，能出国去散散心。。。

我好想离开这里。。。

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Fragile like a glass

2010-01-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

Body getting weaker and tired as the day gets closer...

Why i burst into tears so often without any reason these days?

Am i getting depression? 忧郁症？

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Happy New Year! 新年快乐!

2010-01-13T18:00:00.007+08:00

Hi, people...

A very late HAPPY NEW YEAR! Welcome to 2010!!

Hope everyone will succeed in everything you do in this year.

Two months more, I will soon be graduated from polytechnic. Now left with FYP and another 2 more other projects to complete. And after CNY, it will be my very last Semester Examination in SP. Really hope that I could score well during this semester to bring up my cumulative GPA. Haiz… Really did badly in Year 2. No matter how much I scored during last semester, could only bring up 0.04.

The last lap… Need to rush finish all of my projects. All these to be handed up end of January or early February. Left with no time. Haiz… I still don’t know what to register for university. Business or Economics or Mathematics and Economics? NUS or NTU or SMU or SIM?

Yesterday I went to SIM to listen to a talk on Bachelor of Business (Management) – RMIT University de. I now realised that University of London (UOL) is focused on final examination while RMIT University is focused on projects and examination. My Personal Tutor says that UOL is more suitable to JC students. While we, Poly students, are exposed to more projects and also examination. This is more like RMIT University. So should I choose RMIT or UOL? Haiz… Another big headache.

Well, my New Year Resolution:

For 2009,
1) Hope to get at least a GPA of 3.3 for this semester and also in Year 3.
2) Hope to score well in my O'Level English -- at least a C6, PLEASE!!!
3) Wish my family, friends and myself always healthy and happy
4) Hope to spend more time on my schoolwork and not daydreaming.
5) Keep in touch with my secondary school friends more often.

I only fulfilled part 2, 3, 5. I did score better than C6 in my O’Level English. My family, friends and I are healthy and happy – to what I know. I also keep in touch with my secondary school friends during the December holidays. We spent time together during the ECP trip on 16/12/09, Christmas Eve Eve at Aston in Suntec City, Christmas Eve in J8 watching Avatar, New Year Eve at Marche in Vivo City and saw some of the Mediacorp Artiste as there was a countdown party in Vivo City that day. For part 1, I did scored at least a GPA of 3.3 in my Year 3 Sem 1 but not in Year 2 Sem 2. I scored very badly in that semester. Haiz… I could not stop my daydreaming habit.

For 2010,
1) Hope to get a cumulative GPA of 3.3 and get into the university with the course I wanted.
2) Hope to study hard and no more last minute work.
3) Keep in touch with my secondary school friends and also my polytechnic friends.
4) Earn more money.
5) A better ME!

Before I end off, anyone has lobang for any work? Good pay, less working hours, fun job. Hahaz… Lolx. I think it is impossible to find this kind of job yar. Any job can le. Want to earn some money after I graduate from SP in March. Yupps, that’s all.

Thanks for reading till here. Bye=)

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休息，是为了走更长的路。。。

2009-11-25T22:59:00.003+08:00

This week seems like a holiday week for me. My lecturers are either away from Singapore or cancelled classes. So there are only 4 lessons this week. Yupps...

School life is still the same. Still feeling tired ever since school has reopened. Maybe is my FYP that has made me lost interest in doing projects. Haiz... I really give up on thinking of new ideas for the marketing part. Will continue to concentrate to do the database for the website.

One report is due next week. (Mobile Applications For Business) also relating to FYP. =(

Mid-Semester Test (MST) is in 2 weeks time. Got 3 papers - WSNA, Law and Maths For Business. Will end my test day on 12/12/09 at 4.30pm if I am not wrong.

Today, went to help my friends to go collect the printed bookmarks that they have ordered in some ulu place at the Citimac Industrial Complex in Macpherson Road. Lolx... The place is really ulu, no lift noh (maybe is at the other side of the building). Had to climb 5 floors up, plus the staircase there is super dark. Really scary noh. Dun wish to go again and will never volunteer myself to go such ulu places again.

Finally get to watch the movie "Thread of Destiny" (Red Thread) yesterday. Wanted to catch it in cinema during June, but that time it was during my exam week. After that when me and my friends wanted to go watch, the time slots are very late. In the end, never get to watch it in the cinema. I highly recommend this movie to those who haven watch it. (FYI: It is quite a sad romantic story.)

And I watched 2012 recently... Also highly recommended if you haven go watch. Some very cool scenes too.

Yupps... You may wonder why I have time to relax and watch all these movies. Hahaz... Actually, I always tend to do things last minute. I wouldn't do unless it is near to the deadline. That's why i often sacrifice my sleeping time. This is a very bad habit of mine. Can't change. =)

Kk... Good bye!!! Having class tmr at 8am and doing project after that. Time to go sleep. Nights!

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病倒了。。。

2009-10-31T21:12:00.002+08:00

终于病倒了。。。喉咙好痛啊！再加上咳嗽，发烧，发冷。。。忽冷忽热的。好难受啊！

近几天一直下着清盆大雨，闪电好亮，雷好大声。。。以前我好害怕闪电打雷，但是今天我却对着天空看了好久。。。在这段时间里，我想了好多事情。。。

近来发生了很多不愉快的事。。。比如在FYP上遇到好多阻碍，第一次看见我们的Personal Tutor 这么凶地骂了我们这一班而他说再也不管我们了。我真的好想可以不用上学，可以待在家里做我喜欢的东西。

我真的累了，我好不快乐。。。好想时间可以暂停一下下，让我找回我以前的欢笑。

对不起，让你们听我的诉苦。我只是想找个地方来抒发我的情感。。。

谢谢你，愿意读到这里。。。

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Busy...

2009-10-29T22:49:00.002+08:00

Hi,

Will be back soon...

Busy in the progress...

Bye!

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Shagged... But FUN!!!

2009-09-30T23:51:00.003+08:00

Hi all... I am back from chalet @ Sentosa. It was really Really REALLY FUN!!!

Will upload the photos soon...

虽然有一点累，但是我玩得蛮开心的。。。
好想时间可以暂停，一直玩下去。
好想啊！！！

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Lazy...

2009-09-24T11:00:00.003+08:00

I have been very very lazy for these few weeks... Stay at home - watch tv, surf net, watch dramas, sleep etc. I sleep more than 10 hrs a day bah. Ever since semester examination had been over, I have not touch on my FYP yet. Haiz... Left three more weeks for me to finish my E-Marketing plan. And also going to start my last semester in SP le.

Time really passed very fast. Half more year, I will graduate from SP. Dunnoe whether I can go to uni or not. If can't, need to work... Haiz... Life is so contridicting. When I am studying, i feel like going to work. But when I am working, I feel like going to school...

Some events that had happened in the past few weeks...

Yupps... Next week will be having chalet from 28 Sept 09 - 30 Sept 09 at Sentosa. Yeahss... Waiting for that day to come!!! Faster... Faster...

Ok. Going to do FYP later... Bye =)

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Stupidness =(

2009-08-15T23:20:00.004+08:00

WHY AM I SO STUPID!!!

Haiz... Scalded my whole left hand with 100 degree celcius hot water on National Day. It was supposed to be a happy day for my family but it turned out to be a disatrous. At first, I was happily cooking for my mother and daddy birthday feast, but in the end, i accidentally let the whole pot of soup to spill on my hand. It was so painful that i almost cry for a few hours. Haiz... I can only blame on my stupidness.

Went to see a doctor... Got an injection, lots of medicines (antibiotic, painkiller, etc), 2 tubes of healing gel, bandage my whole hand and got 3 days of MC. But due to I have project 2 presentation on those days, I didn't get to rest at home.

Exams are coming (Altogether - 6 papers)... This coming week, 4 papers...
Mon - Server Application Development (SAD)
Tue - SAD Presentation
Wed - Electronic Resource Planning (ERP) & Personal Financial Planning (PFP)
Thu - Project Management (PM)
Still left with LAW and Financial Management.

I dun feel good at all... How? Haiz...

只剩我孤单在结局...

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Busy...

2009-08-06T17:49:00.002+08:00

Haven been updating my blog for quite a long time le. Yuppss... Have been quite busy with projects. Two projects to be handed up tmr, two more next week. Then soon it will be exam time. Going to end my exam on 4 Sept 09. Still got one month to be free from all the stress...

Planning a chalet in end of September with my clique... Still deciding where and when to book... Hahaz... Actually, we are planning to go to Malaysia together. But due to some circumstances, we change to chalet... And also on 5 Sept 09, we have a house warming party in our SAD lecturer $1 million private property. Lolx... He keeps showing off his house to us. =)

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好无聊! 怎么办?

2009-06-18T21:23:00.002+08:00

Today, I went to cut short my hair. It was a tough decision to make too. Never cut my hair till like that de. Hahaz... But it was quite a nice try too. Feel lighter and cooler too. Under this extreme hot weather, I had no choice to cut my hair short. I WILL surely MISS my LONG HAIR!!! =(

Started to revise a little bit of my exams but dun have much motivation leh. How?? So sianz... Just want to rest, watch tv, sleep, youtube-ing, surfing net... Dun feel like doing anything. Haiz...

Just a little update... My cousin 堂姐 is getting married this Saturday. Hope she will live happily ever after yar! =)

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Movie Moviee MOVIEEss...

2009-06-09T23:03:00.003+08:00

Today, I skip the SAD lesson... Went out with my friends, Amelia and Kar Wai to watch 'Dance Subaru 舞吧! 昴' @ the Orchard Cineleisure. The movie is really nice. I highly recommend it!!! The storyline is so touching, a bit funny too and of course the dance moves are so superb. I like the last part when Subaru is dancing Contemporary Dance in the Final Competition despite she is having fever. Her passion for ballet and so on really attracts my attention. Yupps. Feel like watching again... Hahaz...

Watching two movies in a row in this week... I feel quite guilty of not studying and doing projects. How? Really need to study hard!!! Haiz... =(

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One Term ENDED...

2009-06-07T12:33:00.003+08:00

A busy school term has just ended. Now will be a 3 weeks of holiday but I will be still busy doing my school stuffs. Lolx. Got examination after the holiday, still got FYP, ERP, SAD projects. Lots of lots of projects. I think I dun have much time left. Need to work hard even more, no more slacking.

On a lighter note, I went to watch 'Hannah Montana The Movie' with Kar Wai and Amelia on Friday at The Cathay. Actually didn't intend to watch movie that day. Since Kar Wai highly recommends that movie and the timing is just right. Then go buy tickets lol. Next Tuesday, going to watch 'Dance Subaru' with them again. Anticipating... Mon and Tues got extra lessons on SAD, hope the lecturer can release us earlier then we can go watch the movie. Hahaz... If not, need to change another day le.

Yupps... Today is a SPECIAL DAY. My cousin Shi Han, Anne, Joan share the same B'dae today. Hahaz... Wishing them 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!' and Smile Always=)

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Tired...

2009-05-05T23:42:00.004+08:00

Last Tuesday, during the 4-hour break. Me and my group of friends - Lu Yang, Li Ting, Mei Jun, Amelia, Kar Wai and Jun Yan went to Asian Civilisations Museum to view "The Kangxi Emperor - Treasures From The Forbidden City".

It was amazing when I saw the treasures and all. It was a good experience to be able to view them with my own eyes.=)

I am in love with the Chinese History ever since I took up a module called "Learning Chinese History through Idioms". Getting to know more about each dynasty and etc... It was so fun and interesting.

On Sunday, I gave tuition on English and Mathematics to Primary One kids from 9.30am to 11.30am and Primary Two kids from 11.30am to 1.30pm in Punggol GRC Tuition Centre. Lolx... The kids are so cute and funny. At the same time, also very noisy. Hahaz... =)

Nowadays, I am busy with projects, homework and so on... Feeling stressed and tired le. Need some fresh air as I am going to suffocate. Need to find somewhere to release my stress... Anyone got any ideas?

Dunnoe what to blog... So some random things that happened for the past few days... First week of May has past, time really passed so fast. Can't keep track of time anymore...

绝望到极点剩的是疲倦...

Feeling quite an unbearable pain near my ribcage there now. Dunnoe what's wrong with me... My mum suggests me to go take X-Ray. Haiz... Dunnoe lah... Think take a few days rest first and see how bah. If it continues, I think will go see doctor le. =(

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Up and Down

2009-04-16T21:03:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody, I am back! Time really passed very fast. My 7 weeks of attachment is going to end tomorrow. And school is reopened next week. Soon, I will be occupied with schoolwork, projects and exams…

Haiz… Going to be my last year in poly le. Time really passed so fast that I felt I have just entered into poly yesterday. I never I could come till so far. I remembered that during the beginning of the year 1, I complained how much I hate poly life. But now, I seem to enjoy quite a bit. Coz I make a quite number of good friends whom I can joke and play with. But still, I still feel the happiest when I am with my secondary school friends bah.

Yupps… Recently too many things has happened. Laptop spoilt and I can’t use for msn or blogging. Just because my brother plugs in an unknown mouse into my laptop, causing my USB over current. In the end, I have to waste money and change a new laptop. Lolx. My old laptop de removable skin just changed not long ago. And I spent quite a sum of money on it. Haiz… So waste.

Never mind… Unhappy things dun feel like remembering. Yupps. Btw, I would like to wish my BTYCO juniors – good luck for their SYF next week. Must obtain GOLD orh!!! =)

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TIRED...

2009-03-20T20:31:00.008+08:00

It has been one month plus since I blog. I have gone through 3 weeks of attachment, left around 4 more weeks. Then my new semester will start after that. This time round dun have any holiday. My attachment is my holiday. Haiz… Very tired and boring holiday. I WANT to PLAY, WATCH TV, SLEEP nohx… So sianz.

Past Events:

On Wednesday early in the morning around 2.30am, I woke up from my sleep. Then I on my computer to see my results. Lolx. After that, when I was about to switch off the lights and go back to sleep. You know what? My house de power supply was been tripped. The circuit breaker couldn’t be switched back. Then I woke my dad and my mum up. They tried many ways but still couldn’t find what went wrong. In the end, we went back to sleep since there’s nothing for us to do also. Had to wait for morning to come. That night, I had difficulty in going to sleep. No fan and all…

The next day, I went to work. While my dad still figuring what went wrong. My dad called the locksmith to open the main circuit box outside my house coz my mum dunnoe where the key gone to. Then the locksmith says come down need 50 bucks. Lolx. In the end, my dad called the town council ppl to come and help us open the main circuit box. Finally, power supply is back after 5pm. The longest blackout happened in my life, for more than 12 hours. Lolx…

On Sunday, it was my 小姨 bdae celebration at Tung Lok’s Signatures @ The Central, Clarke Quay. Wish her a “Belated 生日快了”!!! Let’s the photos explain bah:

And also, last month 24/2/2009. This day was my last paper. After that my classmates and I went to KBox @ The Cineleisure. We reached there too early le. So we ate our lunch at Long John Silvers. That was my second time eaten in LJS. The first time was in Secondary 3 or 4 bah. Dun really like LJS. Since it was still early, we went to KPool. Played pool till 2pm. After that went to sing KBox. We sang till 6pm bah. After that proceed to our personal tutor, Mr Robert’s house which situated at quite a ulu place. We took cab down. His condominium was so grand lol.

Took lots of photos at there.

Lastly, I wanna say I will not be online the next few days. Sending my laptop for repair. So if want to find me, sms me bah. Btw, who wanna come for my SPCO Concert on 8 May 2009 @ S.C.H? If wanna come, sms me too orh!!! Thanks. Bye=)

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辛苦自己了！！！

2009-02-10T23:59:00.004+08:00

This post is going to be quite short. Yupps. All projects and assignments done! For the time being, no more projects to do till the new term starts again. I dun have to burn midnight oil anymore. I think I have once again broke my limit, working on projects till morning ard 7.30am. Where everyone is waking up to go sch or work at that time, I am going to sleep. Hahaz... And that day, I only slept for 2 hours. My best record: 7.30am then sleep, 2 hrs of sleeping time.

For the past few weeks, I have totally screwed up my sleeping behaviour. Work through till very late and haven been sleeping well. Body is weaker and weaker, and tends to fall sick easily. Especially flu... Almost any other day, I will suffer a very bad flu.

Now, it is going to be EXAMINATION!!! Time to study noh... 3 down and 4 to go!!! Awaiting for 24 Feb to come!!! Yeahs xD Going to have lots of fun on that day!

今年我们全家终于一起过新年了！因为哥哥去年不在新加坡，而是在台湾过新年。终于可以一起吃团圆饭。我好喜欢新年哦！

Okay, update one photo that is taken during CNY 初七（人日）- ：

(One whole can of abalone ^^)

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Tired...

2009-01-17T17:53:00.003+08:00

This week has been quite tiring for me. I haven’t slept well for the past few days. On Thursday, I slept at 4am, then woke up at 6am coz I have lesson at 8am the next day. Busy finishing my WEC CA3. Lolx. Plus I have been feeling feverish on Thursday. I almost couldn’t hold on during the lesson. I took small nap during the break time as my lesson will end late that day at 5pm. If I carry on doing like this, I think I will collapse one day. Hahaz…

Having Financial & Management Accounting CA2 on this coming Tuesday. Lolx. Haven study noh. And there is a report needed to handed on Friday too. Haiz… Busy, busy, busy…

On a lighter note, my O’Level English has passed! Yeahs!!! Jump three grades up, which is a B4. Three years ago, I even went to tuition for English yet I failed during the first attempt. Lolx. I think I have wasted my mum’s money ($100 x 5mths = $500). This time, no tuition and still have to cope with my poly studies too. I can say I have put quite a lot of effort in preparing myself. Though, after finishing the English paper that day, I don’t have much hope. Coz I didn’t really finish up my summary. I was like stuck (ard 5points) and can’t find any more points for the summary. Lolx. I spend my 30 minutes to find points for the summary and left around 8 minutes to finish writing up the whole summary. I think my handwriting was super messy at that time. I also messed up my oral. I can’t really describe during the Picture Description. The examiners still asked me whether I have anything more to add noh. I was like saying No. Lolx… I knew I will be dead. Haiz… I think the whole paper I did best is the argumentative essay. I knew I would do badly again if I choose to write narrative essay. So that day, I straight away went to write the argumentative essay. My secondary school English teacher always discourages us to write argumentative essay. But I suggest that if you really can’t do well in any type of essay, do argumentative. Like me, I either write out of point for my essay or my plot is super lousy. At least for the argumentative essay, you can write facts about it and the layout is fixed.

I don’t why I never think of this at that time. I only realized it after three years. I think I have grown up and become more mature. I have decided to let everything down. All those unhappy things that had happened in my last 18 years, I will forget them all. This Chinese New Year is when I will start to be a brand new person. Strive harder for my studies and become a better and happy person. Smile Always=)

Last but not least, hope my Didi can get into his desired Accountancy course. At least for now, he has a goal on what he wants to do in the future. I don’t really know what I want to study in University if I have the chance. Having given up studying Tourism le. Maybe Economics? Hahaz…

Time to say good-bye… Bye-Bye.

CNY is coming in less than 9 days… =)

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Exhausted!!! =(

2009-01-09T23:39:00.003+08:00

Its quite a long time since I last blogged. Have been busy recently, rushing all my projects. There are 4 in total which are going to due soon. I am exhausted. I want to rest but I can’t. Haiz… Financial & Management Accounting (FMA) CA2 is on 20/01/2009, which is less than 2 weeks from now. I haven do any revision yet noh.

Get back all my exam papers last week. All has passed but not so well. My best paper is Economics, though I blurrily go change my answer at the last few seconds. Causing me to lose 4 marks. Should have scored 4 marks better de. Haiz…

O‘Level is going to release on Monday 12/01/2009. I hope I can score at least a C6 for my English this time round. PLEASE!!! *Pray* I don’t want to retake anymore. It’s like going through a tremendous stress. Need to cope with my poly studies and study English at that time. I am tired… I don’t want to go through again. Just let me have a C6!!! And also wish my Didi, good luck for his O'Level too.

On a lighter note, I am going to countdown for my CNY le. Hahaz… Left around 16 days to CNY Eve. Left around 50% of the spring cleaning undone. All the walls of my house have been repainted just two weeks plus ago. My room is painted in purple. I choose the colour myself noh. Like the cozy feeling of my room now. Feel like sleeping all the time. Hahaz…=) Tmr, I am going down to Chinatown to shop for CNY goodies. Yupps. Going to take a short break from all my projects.

That’s all for today. Good nights. Bye-bye! =)

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HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2009

2009-01-01T23:34:00.005+08:00

HELLO, people! A very HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 to you!!! Time really pass very fast, a brand New Year has started.

Going to recount back a bit in December 2008... Too long never update on anything le.

Below photos are taken on Christmas Eve Day. Went out with my secondary school friends. It was a fun day, enjoyed myself a lot. Thanks Sook Han, Hui Xin and Veron for accompanying me the whole night. Went to Suntec City's PastaMania to eat our dinner first, then walk around to shop. Lastly, we head to Novena de Velocity to shop. Hahaz... Very tired on walking that day.

Sookie&HX, ME&Veron

Last but not Least - Group Photo ^^

Well, I am going to end my post today with my New Year Resolution:
1) Hope to get at least a GPA of 3.3 for this semester and also in Year 3.
2) Hope to score well in my O'Level English -- at least a C6, PLEASE!!!
3) Wish my family, friends and myself always healthy and happy.
4) Hope to spend more time on my schoolwork and not daydreaming.

5) Keep in touch with my secondary school friends more often.

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An Unlucky day For ME!!! =(

2008-12-10T20:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I was damn suay... On the way back home from BreadTalk HQ, I accidentally miss my steps and step into a hole at the void deck. My left leg just sprained, and my right knee cap just hit the concrete floor. My knee cap is bruised and 'ZHONG'. The same thing happened two years ago when I was in Secondary 4. Haiz... Can't walk around much, need to hop here and there...

Stressed over WEC - Editing Webpage... Need to hand it on Friday le! But I haven't touch on it yet noh!!! How??? Haiz... =(

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MST OVER...

2008-12-07T23:33:00.004+08:00

Finally, my MST has ended on last Friday. Overall, I think my MST will be a gone case. I screwed up my Financial & Management Accounting, Electronic Marketing and Statistics. Haiz... Hope that I can pass all the papers! *PRAY HARD* =)

During this three-weeks holiday, i have to study real hard for my Semester Examination which is right after Chinese New Year. I have to catch up with my studies. And also finish up my projects. I don't want any more last minute work though there will always be... Hahaz. LOL xD

Hmm... Yupps, Last Friday 5 Dec 2008. After the Economics paper, we (ME, LuYang, LiTing, Amelia, KarWai & Jack) went to Marina Square to play bowling and pool. I didn't bowl because I was not feeling well that day. Had a very bad flu that day. While LiTing, Amelia & Jack were bowling, ME, LuYang & KarWai went to arcade first, and then go shopping ard the shops yar while waiting for them to finish bowling. After that, we went to play pool at the opposite of the bowling alley. They charge $12/hr for the pool. I think it is damn expensive noh. This time round, Luyang & I join in to play pool. Next, we went to Novena to eat steamboat. We reached there ard 5.15pm. We ate till 7++pm bah... The food was still okay, but the air was so humid and hot. And the BBQ section is just behind us. For your information, we do not need to BBQ the food ourself, coz there got ppl to help us BBQ and serve it to us. Lolx... After that, we went to do some window-shopping ard the Novena Square. Hahaz... While the gals were doing some window shopping, Jack being the only guy in the group; stood outside the shop. It was so hilarious to see him squat outside the shop and wait for us to finish shopping. I enjoyed myself very much that day…

Was supposed to go Sentosa on Saturday but it was cancelled. Due to I was having a very bad flu and LinYue having a high fever for the past few days. Think will find one day in the holiday to go. Yupps...

I want to go to ECP to feel the sound of the waves and the wind!!! --- “SookHan, Let’s find one day to go too!” Hahaz…

Yupps, that’s all for today. Good-Bye! Nights! xD

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3 down, 3 more to go...

2008-12-02T15:13:00.004+08:00

Exhausted... All my energy are all drained out. Really tired, I encounter a setback for Statistics today. Do Question 2 wrong -- 30 marks *fly fly* Hope wun do badly for this paper, *PLEASE*!!!

3 down, 3 more to go...

Mugging... Mugging... Mugging... X.X

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1 down, 5 to go ...

2008-11-30T13:12:00.002+08:00

1 paper down, 5 more to go... Getting stresser and stresser. Haiz... Don't know why I got a feeling of helpless lately... Just don't like that feeling, hope the feeling will go away.

Primary, secondary, junior college and some university students (E.g. My Brother whom examination ended last Friday) are enjoying their holidays right now. While me, I am still struggling for my MST.

Yupps... Hope Friday faster come. I will be having steamboat @Novena with my 2B13 classmates this Friday night. Then Saturday, my 1B02 classmates and I will be going to Sentosa. Yupps...

Yeah!!! FRIDAY FASTER COME!!! =)

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My NEW G705 !!!

2008-11-23T23:24:00.003+08:00

It has been a long time since I blog le. Just come here to update a few things...

Well, my W850i handphone is spoilt. So for the past weeks, i couldn't really sms or call anyone. Life was hard without a handphone. Yupps.

Luckily, last Saturday there was a Singtel roadshow fair at Suntec City. And lots of phone were at attractive prices. And the phone that I had wanted for some time is finally out in Singapore. But only available at the Singtel roadshow only. So I went to the Singtel Roadshow and queue for it. Lolx... When I reached the place, it was around 8.15pm le. The person-in-charge said that there was 300 people in front of the queue and we have to wait for 4-5 hours. SO LONG... But luckily, the person-in-charge gave us a form and asked us to go any HELLO shop in Singapore on Sunday to get the phone. Thats save us from queuing so long.

So on Sunday, my mum and I went down to AMK Hello Shop to buy my phone... So yea!!!

This is my NEW phone - G705:

Finally, I get the phone that I wanted! So yupps... Now going to prepare for MST which is on next week. Busy schedule noh...

26-28 Nov 08 --- Learning Chinese History through Idioms
1 Dec 08 --- Web Service Development
2 Dec 08 --- Statistics
3 Dec 08 --- Financial & Management Accounting
4 Dec 08 --- Electronic Marketing
5 Dec 08 --- Economics

After 5 Dec 08, which is a three week holiday for me. Yupps. Hope to get som rest after examination.

That's all for today!!! Good nights!!! ^^

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那一天

2008-11-05T21:07:00.007+08:00

Let me start my post on this accident that happened on last Sunday…

~煮水外出忘看管组屋睡房被烧毁~

新传媒新闻报道，实龙岗一名妇女外出，却忘了自己在家里煮水，结果引发火患，所幸民防部队及时赶到，火势没有蔓延到隔邻的组屋单位。火舌乱窜，浓烟滚滚，实龙岗中路第420座组屋一个单位的这场火吓坏了居民，更伤透了屋主的心。民防部队说，靠近厨房的一间睡房被烧毁，他们花了十分钟把火势控制下来。这名邻居表示，“她（屋主）是煮水忘记关就出去，然后人家打电话给她说，她的屋子烧了，她就马上回来。” 另一名邻居说，“大概在九点，就是警察来说13楼发生火灾了，所以他们来叫我们下去，怕我们会被烟受影响吧。” 民防部队表示，火患没有涉及人命伤亡。
(Taken from xin.sg)

Lolx… The owner of the house would actually left the water to boil and went out. I think it is a foolish thing to do. Kitchen and bedroom were all burnt badly as the kitchen was on fire for a quite some time before the firemen had reached.

Around that time 10.10am, I was going to eat my breakfast. Then I heard loud crashes of things that had fallen to the ground. When I was looking at that direction, I saw black smoke coming out from a household’s window. The fallen objects were those windows that could not take the extreme heat and had broken into pieces bah. Luckily, no one was standing at the basement. One of the people who was at the car park, I saw him calling the fire engine. And soon, about 5 minutes… The fire engines and police cars arrived…

The whole thing took around 1 plus hour to settle finish… Okay. Let the photo that I have taken talk bah…

Today, it was a tiring day for me. I was supposed to end class at 1pm but there was a Business Seminar that ended at 5pm. The speakers were so boring lolx... Haiz >< And Today, my father was so suay that he lost his new Sony Ericsson W910i handphone. Lolx. Dunnoe want to say him stupid or what!=(

I have ordered a laptop skin from HipFill yesterday. My laptop will be in new look after next week! Yeah!! xD I think the old look of my laptop was so sianz, but my friend says mine still haohao de. Go change for what... Hahaz xD

Okay... Last but not least, wishing my jc friends, a happy studying and all the best for your A Level Examination!!! I noe it will soon be over for you all. Jia you bah!!! After you all finished examination, must meet up soon orh!!!

Its November now le! One month plus more, the year is coming to an end. What have i been doing from beginning of the year arh? MST in less than 4 weeks time... Need to study le... No time to slack!!! Holiday will in 5 weeks time… Looking forward to that!!! Hahaz xD Christmas Day is coming! ^^

That's all for today. Bye-Bye^^

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RELIEVED!!!

2008-10-24T00:03:00.001+08:00

Finally, I have finished my GCE O Level English Examination on Tuesday. Now, I will need to wait for the result to come out in next year. Hope I will pass this time round. PLEASE!!!

Next week, I am having Statistics CA3. Haiz… Haven really touch on it yet. Hope I can finish my revision during the weekend bah. xD

School has started for almost two weeks le. Going to have exams in 6 weeks time… Life revolves with schoolwork and more schoolwork. Making me feel very tired.

Luckily, after tmr lesson… I will have 3 days break from school. Going to use my time to rest and study too.

Something to complain here… Why do O’Level EMaths become more and more difficult le?? My Didi asks de question, I almost dunnoe how to do it le… Hope his O’Level EMaths Paper 1 for tmr wun be as difficult as the other school prelim papers… Yupps. All the best to HIM tmr… Jiayou!!! 19 more days to finish his O’Level…

That’s all for today… Good-Bye!!! xD

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Friends are ANGELS Following You Through Life

2008-10-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

"A Friend is Like a FOUR Clover, Hard to Find but Lucky to HAVE..."

"A Person is ONLY Complete

When She Has a True Friend

to Understand Her,

to Share All Her Passions and Sorrows With,

and to Stand by Her

Throughout Her Life..."

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Something is WRONG!!!

2008-10-08T12:55:00.005+08:00

I am simply very pissed off now... What I have typed earlier on, suddenly go blank... Don't know what's wrong with the blogger... Haiz =( I have to retype all over again...

(I summarise what I want to say bah)

School is going to reopen next week... My new school timetable is out, but it is very unorganised. Got a lot of breaks in between the lessons. I have a 5-hr break on Fridays!!! Haiz... Almost everyday ends school at 5pm. Reach home is going to be 6plus pm le... I just hate my new timetable. >.<

Anyway, my purpose of today is to post some overdued pictures... This was taken during my school holidays. My friends and I attended cupcakes, muffins baking class and sushi-making class. It was fun and yummy too. Hahaz...

Last but not least, I am wishing my DiDi a very 'Happy Birthday'!!! Hope he studys hard for his O Level yar... Jiayou Jiayou!!! xD

That's all for today. Bye-Bye xD

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Holidays!!! ^^

2008-08-27T15:19:00.003+08:00

FINALLY... My semester examination had come to an end. And now is my 6 weeks of holiday. Yeahss... It's time to really take a break from school work yar. Have been studying and studying for the past 2 weeks.

I am going to motivate myself to start practising my ZR le. Or else, I dun think I will be able to perform in this year concert which is currently set on 26 Dec 2008 bah. I think so. Coz I have been skipping practices for 4months le. Haiz...

And also, my O Level English Paper is also coming. I am going to study real hard for my Paper 1. Coz I always have difficulties to write an essay. Lolx... Going to do all the English TYS question during my 6 weeks of holiday.

Therefore, I don't think I will want to go to look for part-time job.

For the past few days, my mum keeps nagging at me to go find part-time job. She keeps saying that there are students who work after the school hours to earn money. She says if I go work, I can get extra allowance. Lolx... Not that I am lazy to go work nor I want to play. Is that, I would like to use this 6 weeks of holidays to practice my ZR and study for my O Level English. Why can't she understands! Everytime, she brings up the matter. I will choose to keep quiet. There's nothing more that I want to explain. Just hope that she would respect my decision.

Time really passes very fast. This month is going to come to an end very soon. A few more days, it will be in September le. A few months more, it will be a brand new year le. Sometimes, I really wonder how far till I can go from now... I did nothing that I can be proud of myself. Haiz... I don't know what I will be become in the future. Just hope that my future will be smooth sailing bah... I don't want or maybe is I can't face any more setbacks le.

"I don't know how have you been recently... Though we haven been in contact for a long time le. Just hope that you are fine and all. No use of saying anything now, it has come to an end. I don't want to think anymore. It may be the best way for us right now. Coz I know you will be happy out there. ~ Bye..."

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Busy...

2008-08-05T21:41:00.005+08:00

I haven't been blogging these few weeks... Had been busy with reports, projects, assignments and tests. No time to sleep too. I have been sleeping at 4 or 5am everyday last week to finish my projects. Just two days ago, i slept at 3.30am to finish my powerpoint presentation slides. It was a torture for me...

Today, I feel a little sick. Had a bad flu. My body is a little weak after so many days of burning midnight oil. Not really have much energy. These few days, I have been sleeping till dinner time straight after I reached home. My eyes are so heavy lol. Can't even open my eyes properly. More sleeping time is what I wish for now...

Yesterday, my class had presentation. Though I never present yesterday, I still wore in formal. My schedule presentation is next week. That means I have 3 presentation in a row next week. Yeah... Btw, my right toes were bleeding when I wore my heels yesterday. Lolx... It is not a pair of new shoes, neither my nails are too long. Think that there may be a sharp object in my right shoe or something that poke my toes to bleed. Lolx... If it is too tight, my left toes will be hurt too. But only my right toes are hurt. Haiyah... These few days, I have to wear slippers to school le noh...

Some photographs taken yesterday... Wearing formal...xD (I enjoy myself when with them... We 8 gals seem to be very bonded. Becoz, we keep playing viwawa together during lesson or playing poker cards at lunch break. Hahaz... These are my new classmates for this year.) - Hope our spirit of playing 'dai dee' will continue next semester and next year... Life wun been boring anymore...

Junyan, Luyang, Meijun, Karwai, Amelia, ME

(Photographer: Sylvia & Liting - Not in pic)

Karwai, Meijun, ME & Amelia

Last Saturday, I had dinner with LinYue at Streets Cafe in Raffles City. Just before we go to S.C.H to watch SYCO Chamber Recital at 8pm.

LY's Iced Jasmine Green Tea & MINE's Iced Lime Tea Cooler
(Taken this photo becoz the cups look special yar.)

Shanghai Chicken Chop Rice
(All Look YUMMY. Delicious too!)

HongKong Fried Wanton
(Delicious but too little...xD 5pc-$3.90)

My big examination coming in two weeks time. O-Level Oral on 22 Aug 08, Business Accounting on 20 Aug 08 and Economics on 25 Aug 08. Hope I can score with flying colours. Time to start to revise yar... No time to slack anymore. Hope no more last minute studying le yar.

Before I end my post for today, I would like to wish Veron an advance 18th birthday which is tmr... Hope she stays cheerful and stays happy always. Happy Birthday, Veron!!!

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Raining Heavily... Lightnings... Thundering...

2008-07-13T22:36:00.004+08:00

Just a few minutes ago, it started to rain heavily. And guess what? My GorGor was just about to cycle to his friend' hse in Yio Chu Kang, and it started to rain heavily. Hahaz... So funny when I saw my GorGor came back to put his bicycle. Lolx... xD In the end, his friend came to fetch him. Lesson learnt: "Check the weather forecast before you go cycling outside."

Today, I received the clothes that my cousin bought for me from United States. To be exact, 4 shirts and 1 shorts. Lolx... All branded somemore. And she bought for me the shirts and shorts, she never even try on herself. Lolx... All by feelings. Dotz... If I can't wear, that will be wasting money. Luckily, I am able to wear themm... Hahaz... My cupboard is filled with lots of clothes noh. My mum was nagging at me, coz I was always buying new ones. Lolx... Ever since i step in poly, I was spending a lot... Really a lot... I always spend over one hundred whenever I go out to shop for something. Lolx. Sometimes, things that I dun really nid, I also buy. At this rate that i am going, I think my savings will be used up soon bah. Haiz...

Everyone around me is going overseas for holiday... My cousin went to United States. My godmum flying off tmr to Korea... So great! I would like to take a break from here... But impossible bah...

Yesterday, I went to meet up with Sook Han for lunch. Hahaz... It was really very coincidence to meet other Btyians in TPY. Hahaz... Lolx. Veron, Hui Ping, Chen Xia, Wei Siong and more went to celebrate Geraldine B'dae. Hahaz... It was really a small world. To see some familiar faces in an environment that I used to go very often. I realised TPY interchange has changed a lot. More stalls. I think I never go to TPY for very long le bah. Hahaz...

Everything has changed...People, environment, everything around me seem to change. Is it me who has not change or is it me who has changed? I always think that I am the one changing... But somehow, is tat person who changes a lot. Maybe I am the cause of that bah. Haiz... I wasn't really sure about the answer that I wanted to get. But now, I get the answer. Though its not the one that I have hoped to get, i was sure that this answer can at least end all my thinkings for now bah. At least for now... I don't know what will happen to us in the future... Lets see...

I would like to apologise to someone that got drag into this situation. I know it was partially me that has caused all this... If it wasn't me, I think this someone and tat someone will be still friends bah. I am really sorry that I have caused all these problems. All this wouldn't have started, without me... Haiz...

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Tired...

2008-07-07T23:18:00.003+08:00

Lolx... Feeling very tired for the past few days. I also dunnoe why. Never mind. I need to keep myself going on...

Last Friday night, I received sms from LinYue, saying that the whole cohort of DBIT EBM need to re-test the Statistics For Business Examination. Lolx... Just because that mistake of @#%$ lecturer!!! He actually send the actual examination paper to his students for PRACTICE. Lolx... I heard from my friend that the lecturer's class de students go tell a friend in other class. And that person go report to SB Director. Can you imagine that this kind of thing actually happen in real life? I never come across such a stupid person. I really don't care whether that class de students all get full marks for that paper. I really don't mind. I just don't want to re-study for Statistics again. Haiz...

I am already stressed up by the recent workload. So many assignments deadline to meet. And Business Accounting and Economics CA2 is in 1 week plus time. Workload is pilling and pilling... I am really tired le.

Okay... Anne, I promise you I will do your questionaire de yar. I am kind enough to give you "face" to do. Hahaz... Coz I always reject other people's invitation. xD You're the first. ^^

Here it goes ...

#1 Who do you think the person who tagged you is like?
Hmm...
Anne = Ant Bully!!! ^^
Hahaz... Lolx...
She always likes to bully me in school nohz.
But well, she keeps me occupied when I am bored.
Hahaz... She can be very SERIOUS when doing work orh...

#2 What do you want the most now?
Same as Anne xD
I want everything I wish for. ^^

#3 Who is your Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Same as Anne xD
All the boys who are my friend are my Boy-friend and all the girls that are my friend are my Girl-friend . ^^

#4 Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Hmm... Maybe... Like when they do things that I can't tolerate.
I am good-tempered. So when the things are really that bad till I can't tolerate lolx.

#5 Are you afraid of death?
Yupps... I dunnoe where will I go after my death. I don't want to be alone in an unknown environment.

#6 What is your goal for this year?
Actually, I have a lot of goals... But most importantly, PASSED my O'Level English with FLYING COLOURS!!!

#7 Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope. I will want to befriend with the person first. Then see whether we can get along or not lolx...

#8 D you believe in eternal love?
Hmm... Not really bah...

#9 Does love mean everything to you?
Not really bah...

#10 What do you enjoy the most?
I enjoy my SLEEP-ing the most. Hahaz... ^^

#11 Have you done anything for your admirer?
Nope.

#12 Do you like your CCA?
Now de? I don't like my CCA (CO) in poly. Coz they make me dread to go CO now. Stressed!!!
I prefer my CO in secondary school days. I always anticipates to go for practices.
BUT NOT NOW...

#13 Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
*NOD NOD*

#14 Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
Hahaz... See who tat person is with me at that time lol.

#15 What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Hahaz... Same as Anne xD
All my important things lor. ^^

#16 Do you find life meaningless?
Yeah, sometimes...

#17 In a game of truth or dare, which would you pick?
Truth bah... There's nothing for me to hide also.

#18 What if you did an embarassing thing in front of a big crowd?
SIAM lar... Hahaz. Copy from Anne ^^

#19 Have you ever truely loved?
What do you mean by 'truely loved'? Hahaz... Is you love someone or someone loves you? Lolx

#20 Do you think doing this survey is kinda a waste of time?
YES!!! OF COuRSE!!!

Lolx... End of Questionaire... Now, 12.34am. Finally!!! I can go get some sleep le. Nights. Good Bye!

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Aimless...

2008-07-03T21:21:00.002+08:00

These few days, my mood has been very not good. I just don't know how to express my feelings. Sometimes, I just like to stare into space and sink into deep thoughts. I wonder how did I get to live till now...

Everyone is busy with their own things. And I... I am alone. I don't know where I am heading now. I am just a headless housefly roaming down the road aimlessly. I really don't know!!!

Can anyone leads me out of this situation?

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STRESSED!!!

2008-06-22T23:06:00.002+08:00

This is going to be the last post b4 my MST starts tmr. Yupps... Today, I start studying from 10am to 11pm. My head going to burst. So pain. Tmr de MMWD, I am going to fail it anyway. I am giving up hope on this module le. The mock test was so difficult. I bet the examination will be something like this or even more difficult. Haiz...

Hope my Economics paper on Tuesday can bring me some hope. I like Economics. So please, don't disappoint me!!! Don't make me lose faith in my Economics...

Agrr!!!! I am sleeping le. Head going to burst!!! Good Bye!

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Exam Schedule

2008-06-21T14:11:00.004+08:00

Exam Schedule:
23 June 08 - Multimedia Web Design (12noon - 1.40pm)
24 June 08 - Economics (10.30am - 11.30am)
25 June 08 - Business Accounting (8.30am - 9.30am)
26 June 08 - Internet Database Applications (3pm - 5pm)
27 June 08 - Statistics For Business (11am -12noon)

To My Polytechnic Friends: Jiayou for MST!!!
To My JC Friends: Jiayou for Mid-Year Examination!!!
(Wish you all GOOD LUCK and ALL THE BEST! It will be over soon... xD)

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疯了疯了

2008-06-21T13:51:00.005+08:00

I hope I can get over it real soon...

I heard this song when I watched 翻滚吧! 蛋炒饭 last week. Really Nice and Sweet!!!

卓文萱 - 疯了疯了

七六五四三二一
倒数一句我爱你
我的世界因为你
而开始透明

就让我沉沉睡去
从此不想你的名
越到夜里你的笑容
就越清晰

疯了疯了睡不着
我的心噗通的跳
我的世界因你
全部颠倒

醒着睡着都在笑
爱情戒不掉
你应该明了
你应该知道

疯了疯了睡不着
你的笑有多美妙
我的世界请你
紧紧抓牢

你的爱到底多少
我也不知道
你应该明了
你应该知道

一二三四五六七
追我的人很多滴
我的世界因为你
而全面封闭

多说一句我爱你
又不会要你的命
想要生气
却不敢随便生气

疯了疯了睡不着
我的心噗通的跳
我的世界因你
全部颠倒

醒着睡着都在笑
爱情戒不掉
你应该明了
你应该知道

疯了疯了睡不着
你的笑有多美妙
我的世界请你
紧紧抓牢

你的爱到底多少
我也不知道
你应该明了
你一定都知道

疯了疯了睡不着
你的笑有多美妙
我的世界请你
紧紧抓牢

你的爱到底多少
我也不知道
你应该明了
你一定都知道

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狗和我的10个约定

2008-06-21T13:23:00.002+08:00

Anyone wants to watch this movie?

I want to watch this movie!!!

Coming on 26 June 2008...

狗和我的10个约定

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Stressed!!!

2008-06-17T21:14:00.005+08:00

3 weeks of holiday is coming to an end soon... Study abit here and there. Not much improvement. Examination is coming yet I have no momentum to study... Haiz. Really disappointed in myself.

Have to take care of my health too... Sore throat not really fully recovered. My voice has not really come back. Sound a bit coarse noh. Plus having cough and flu. This year, I think I have been sick for don't know how many times. Lost count le...

Today I went to school library to study Business Accounting with my friends. Stayed till the library closed for the day. Did abit revision but keep chatting most of the time. Not much progress. Wasted much of time today...

Last week, my friend was supposed to meet me in TPY central but that person was 3 hrs late... Lolx^^ In the end, I don't want wait liao. I was fed up. I went off after waiting for 3 hrs. Nobody in my life has stood me up. Lolx... NEVER!!! Damn angry till now... Even though I received so many apologies from you, my anger still haven't simmer down.

So much time has wasted... Including now!!! I shouldn't blog at this time but I couldn't stop myself. I just want to pour out my feelings somewhere... Mixed feelings now. Not long ago, I have received my O level English schedule for this year examination. Oral Examination on 22 August 2008, Written Paper Examination on 21 October 2008. Haven start any revision for O level English yet. I don't want to fail again...

Can someone tell me what to do??? =(

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Sinking into Deep Thoughts...

2008-06-10T23:26:00.004+08:00

It is raining very heavily now. I like rainy days because I like the quiet atmosphere. It gives me the sense of tranquility. Staring outside of my window now, let me sink into deep thoughts...

I don't know what I want in life.
I forgot what I'm doing now.
It's like, I'm suddenly lost in the world I'm in.
I don't know which path to continue walking.
I'm not lost in thoughts, cause I don't have any thoughts now.
What I thought was fine wasn't.

Could I just stay at this point and wait for that someone to pick me up and guide the way?

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Throat Very Pain... No VOICE!

2008-06-09T15:24:00.003+08:00

Due to eating too much heaty food during the Steamboat Outing and not drinking enough water. The consequence is my throat feels very pain since Saturday. I declare I have totally no VOICE now... So people, don't dream of making me talk. Even if I can make a sound, it will be very coarse. Lolx...

One week has passed... Left only two weeks for me to mug for exams. I have played and relaxed for the past last week. Therefore, now I am going to study extremely hard for my exams. I am going to force myself to the extreme... Yupps...

Time to go study le. ByeBye!!! =)

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DBIT '02 Steamboat Outing

2008-06-09T13:40:00.011+08:00

DBIT'02 Gals' Steamboat Outing on 5 June 2008 @ Yuki Yaki
(Let the photos talk bah...)

(Table Full of FOOD ^^)

(Yummy Sushi)

(Lots of Varieties of food ^^)

(Steamboat)

(Teppanyaki)

(Our Table Group Photo - JLs)

(Lu Yang & ME)

(Joaquim & Lin Yue)

(ME busy Eating ^^)

(The other table Group Photo - Sushi War)

(Liting - "Victory!!!")

(Anne - "I am going to GOBBLE up this sushi!")

(Valerie - "Me too!!!")

(NO fighting! Cheers!!!)

(Couldn't Finish Eating - DIED!!!)

(Joaquim & Lin Yue - "饶了我们吧!")

(Lin Yue - Waving White Flag "I Surrender!")

(The other group copying LY's idea.)

(Finally!!! - A GROUP PHOTO ^^)

(Anne's B'dae Card)

(* Took us so much effort to put in her bag secretly... *)

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Frienship Part 2

2008-06-05T12:25:00.003+08:00

It is raining heavily outside now. I have lots of things to say but I don't know whether you want to hear or not. Can you give me a chance for us to meet up? I don't know when I will have another round of courage to ask you out again. It took me so much effort to start to sms you and ask you out. Don't reject me again... Or else I think I will ...

(To be continued...)

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Friendship

2008-06-04T23:33:00.005+08:00

Come across this in the past few days...

(This really reflects what I am feeling now.)

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I don't know where to start...

2008-06-04T22:43:00.003+08:00

Singapore Polytechnic is having Open House from 3-5 June 2008. I will be going to help out in the Open House tmr. My class duty is to help the Secondary School students in Adobe Photoshop - some IT stuffs. Lolx... I also not really sure what we should do tmr. See what happens bah... Hahaz. xD

After the Open House, we will be having a Steamboat outing in Bugis. Hahaz... Really anticipating! Steamboat!!! Hohoz... Lolx. I very long wanted to eat steamboat le. Tat's why I suggest to go eat Steamboat. Hehez^^ Me BAD BAD nohx...

(I don't know where to start...)

I've got a lot of questions to ask. I don't know what to ask first. I want to ask but I'm afraid of the answer. Outcomes are usually undesirable in my case(s). If I ask, can I really accept the fact that things would still be this way and the worse will happen? I know even if I don't ask now, things would still be the same but I seriously don't like the feeling.

There might be an outcome already. But I don't want to know what's that outcome. I don't want to...

If I have a way to undo all this...
If I have a way to turn time back...
If I have a way...

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

Happy Holiday!!!

2008-06-03T23:56:00.009+08:00

I think my blog has been stagnant for quite a long while le yar. Hahaz... Lolx. Finally my school holiday is here!!! Time for me to take a little break. My life has been too hectic for the past few weeks especially last week. Too many things going on.

Last Sunday, I went to Singapore Flyer again. Second time le. Hahaz... This time round is my whole family outing. Lolx... It has been such a long time that we take photo together as a family. Hahaz... Will upload the photos in my camera soon and wait for my GorGor's camera de photos too. ME too lazy le yar. xD

(Taken by my phone camera)

My school has a bazar going on... These are the keychains that my friends and I bought from a stall. The lady who is selling all these, is so talented lol. She knows how to write our names that can be read from either up or down manner.

( Anne, Lin Yue & MINE - Down Manner)

(Anne, Lin Yue & MINE - Up Manner)

(My Own Ambigram Keychain)

Below de Winnie the Pooh is given to ME by my GorGor today. My GorGor plays the toy-catcher machine and catch this Winnie the Pooh. Hahaz... Very CUTE right!!! I fall in love at the very first sight lol. Hahaz... Lin Yue knows I am very obsessed with Winnie the Pooh. She gave me a Winnie the Pooh for the last Christmas. Hahaz... My house now don't know got how many Winnie the Pooh le noh. ^^

(Sitting on My Laptop)

(Flying High Up into the SKY!)

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

悲伤的秋千...

2008-05-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

~ 金海心 - 悲伤的秋千 ~

如果说痛快的哭一场
是不是就能够变坚强
我一个人在悲伤的秋千上
来回地摇晃

你知道我为你受的伤
到头来还是要自己尝
没有流泪不代表不会悲伤
不被爱的人只好流浪

我知道我也可以忘我也可以放
自己要为自己着想
受了伤从不对别人讲

我知道谁都可以忘谁都可以放
当脆弱变成一面墙
我拿什么来抵挡

如果说这是一次逃亡
目的是没有人的地方
面对自己我只好选择投降
少受一点伤

我只是想要一个肩膀
得到的是你的铁心肠
有时想想没有你我也一样
大不了多红一次眼眶

我知道我也可以忘我也可以放
自己要为自己着想受了伤
从不对别人讲

我知道谁都可以忘谁都可以放
当脆弱变成一面墙
我拿什么来抵挡

我知道我也可以忘我也可以放
自己要对自己原谅
离开你是暂时的绝望

我知道谁都可以忘谁都可以放
失去得到的是感想
其实都一样平常其实没什么两样

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

My BIRTHDAY!!! Finally 18...

2008-05-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

Finally 18 years old... I can do whatever I want to do le. Hahaz... Just before the time turn 12.00am, I want to record my activities today.

Today, I really enjoy myself very much. I have 3 birthday cakes today. Damn full now lol. One from my secondary school friends - SookHan, HuiXin, Veron & Germaine; the other one is from my GorGor; the biggest one is from my Father.

Lolx... I like LinYue gives me the present. Hahaz... Hand-made Photo Album - Containing a lot of good memories when I am in DBIT/02 chalet. Thank you LinYue for spending three days to do the photo album, the card and the plastic bag. Hahaz... I will cherish it. This is the second time a friend has put so much efforts for my birthday present. The first time happened two years ago... I won't forget. Haiz...

Today, I spent my b'day with my secondary school. Hahaz... We went to pasar malam to buy our food. We then went to the TPY Garden to eat cake and the pasar malam food. Hahaz... Had a lot of fun and laughter. I don't know got this garden de lolx. My first time there... The atmosphere is so quiet. Hahaz... Dunnoe got such a good place. Next time I should go there and explore... Take a lot of pictures... But I will post them after next week.

No time... I need to study for exams and do my project presentation. So many things to do...

Just now I dedicated a song over Yes FM93.3 to all my friends out there. Hahaz... Those who have heard it... Must be so happy that their names are been read out bah. Those never de, its okay. I have record it. If you want to hear, pm me for that. Hahaz... Like what the DJ Ivy has said that my luck will be better this year, Me & You will not quarrel anymore... Today you never appear in front of me, it will be a regret... Haiz=(

Okay...

Tommorow, I am going to Singapore Flyer. Hahaz... Damn excited! And also the Shangri-La Hotel - The Line Buffet. $88++ per person. Damn expensive lol. I think my cousin will have a big hole in her wallet. Hahaz... Thanks Shi Han!!! Love you loads <3

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

下一個天亮 ...

2008-05-19T22:35:00.005+08:00

我决定放手了,
是多么不容易才默默放手...

我不再回忆我们的过去,
我不再干涉你的生活,
愿你从此好好过你的生活.

我会从新开始我的生活...

郭靜 - 下一個天亮

用起伏的背影擋住哭泣的心
有些故事不必說給每個人聽
許多眼睛看的太淺太近
錯過我沒被看見那個自己

用簡單的言語解開超載的心
有些情緒是該說給懂的人聽
你的熱淚比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力更有勇氣

等下一個天亮去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

時間可以磨去我的稜角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
請容許我小小的驕傲
因為有你這樣的依靠

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

No Mood...

2008-05-19T12:22:00.004+08:00

I have no mood to blog anything... Exams are coming. NEXT WEEK!!! Left only about 6 or 7 days to study. Very stressed up. Why can't I celebrate my birthday peacefully? Why must I have EXAMS!!! Really stressed...

Exam Schedule:
26 May 2008 - RWPS Presentation (8-11am) and IDA Exam (4-6pm)
27 May 2008 - ELS Exam (2-4pm)
30 May 2008 - Understanding Econs With Maths (1-3pm)

(This is only the beginning of my nightmare. After the 3 weeks of holidays, I have another round of examination starting from 23 June 2008)

Haiz...

Anyway, my group is doing a survey in finding out the feasibility of launching an online student travel package for polytechnic students. Can you all kindly please help me complete this survey. Thanks! x)

Link:
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=sMGAEkmiA6u0GVRJcBbWJA_3d_3d

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

虽然我愿意

2008-05-14T00:02:00.003+08:00

这首歌代表我此时此刻的心情 ...

伍家辉 - 虽然我愿意

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

Happy Mother's Day!

2008-05-11T15:47:00.003+08:00

祝全世界的妈妈们母亲节快乐!!!

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

Everything will be OKAY in the end...

2008-05-02T22:54:00.008+08:00

In my previous post, I said I will fall sick very soon yar. Yupps. It really came true. Today I am on MC… Never go to school. I went to see a doctor this morning. The clinic opens at 8.30am. I arrived at the clinic at 8.40am. I was already in the queue of No 22. Lolx… I waited around for 2 hours plus then it’s my turn. If I were to go to polyclinic, I think I will need to wait for 4 hours plus bah. Luckily, I am smart to choose a clinic near my house. Hahaz…

I never like to go to see a doctor. Coz I feel cheated of my money. Lolx… Today I went to see a doctor because I have fever, cough, flu and my stomach pain from Tuesday till today. If my stomach pain did not hurt me so much and for so many days, I won’t give a thought of seeing the doctor. Do you know what the doctor prescribes for me for my stomach pain? Lolx… All the causes that can cause stomach pain. For example: Gastritis, Indigestion/Vomiting, Bloated and Abdominal pain. Lolx… I also don’t know what is wrong with my stomach. I just pop in all the medicine yar. At first, I thought I was having gastric. But yesterday, I pop a gastric pain medicine in my mouth. It didn’t ease any pain. It pains till in the morning. I didn’t really sleep throughout the night. I broke in cold sweat. Keep fidgeting here and there. I only slept when my hands got tired after hitting my stomach. Lolx… Tat’s the only way I can put myself to sleep. Haiz…

( Medicine that doctor gives...)

3 weeks had past since school reopened in 14 April 2008. Today is already 2nd day in May. One third of the year had past. Left around two third of the year. Haiz… Why time has to fly so fast? =( Going 18 soon… It seems to me that it is still very far. I don’t really want to think much. Exams are coming real soon. At this rate that I am going now, I think I am going to die soon. Lolx…

Hmm... Things happened between us are like what the picture is saying. Everything is okay in the end... If it's not okay, it's not the END. I will never give up! Even though i know it will be tough for me and you.

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

Learning to recover. Resilience is the key.

2008-04-29T23:16:00.001+08:00

Today, I am totally not in the right state of mind. Haiz... Not feeling very well today. My gastric pain is getting worse as time goes by. In school, I was feeling a little pain le. The moment I step in North East Line MRT, I was in great pain. I slept all the way back to Serangoon. When I reached home, I couldn’t even stand up straight. I could only lie on the sofa and stare at the ceiling. Nothing much I can do. Now I am still in great pain. No matter how many gastric pills I pop into my mouth. It doesn’t ease any of my pain. I feel like punching the wall now… =(

I think I am going to fall sick very soon. Last weekend, I suffered from a slight fever. But after I had eaten my medicine and slept for a while, I felt okay le. Lolx… Now is gastric pain, I don’t know what I will suffer in the future. Haiz… For the past few days, the weather has been very hot. Most of my friends fall sick le. Please get well soon and take care! Exams are coming in 3 to 4 weeks time. We can’t afford to miss lesson now. Yupps.

When life hands you a setback, re-adjust your own identity.
Always challenge yourself to go beyond your comfort zone.
Push yourself physically and mentally.
Teach yourself patience.

~Learning to recover. Resilience is the key.~

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

Some Say ...

2008-04-25T23:35:00.003+08:00

Stupid Blogger!!! I can’t upload any photos. Lolx. Don’t know what happen. Never mind… Don’t really care so much.

Just now I was viewing my old emails, I came across one very meaningful from a friend of mine in two years back… I realized I saved a lot of meaningful ones in my mailbox. Some are either 2 or 3 years back de. Hahaz…I am so grateful that I did not delete away that time. Now I can review it back again. xD

Here it is…

~ SOME SAY … ~

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you its only seed

It’s the soul afraid of dreaming
That never learns to dance
And the soul afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It’s the one, who won’t be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only
For the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun’s love
In the spring becomes the rose

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

Tired... Tired... REALLY TIRED...

2008-04-18T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hello… This week has been a long week for me. I am very tired now. Really don’t have energy to do any other thing. Haiz… I am getting sick of polytechnic life. I am getting stressed. This semester is going to be very tough for me. All the modules are like so difficult. Haiz… I want my holidays back!!! I don’t wanna study anymore. Really tired, REALLY TIRED le… I really need a break now. Or else I think I will go berserk one day. Haiz…

I am really sorry about letting you all listen to my complaints… I just can’t find anywhere to express out my feelings. Too many things bottle up in my heart le. It is getting overflow. I need somewhere to pour out. Haiz…

Really have been thinking all day long… Whenever I have free time, I will start to think. Stare into space sometimes…Actually I have too many things to say to you… But I don’t where to start. Too many things up on mind. I am happy that you have found your good friends. At least I know you will be happy without me. Cause I will only bring you more hurt…

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

罐头剧场之名牌女郎

2008-04-14T22:28:00.003+08:00

近來我在追听 93.3 FM 的罐头剧场之名牌女郎 (Total: 20 episodes, Left 14 episodes). Highly recommended!!!

首播: 9.30am (Mon-Fri)
重播: 7.30pm and 10.30pm (Mon-Fri)

There’s a song used in the drama that I like very much. The meaning of the song is also quite meaningful. Here it is…

蔡淳佳&金海心 - 女人们的咖啡

一壶成套式两人分的咖啡呀
一屋子芬芳气息
两个女人见到话题永远不停

Oh关于男人关于女人和自己
整个世界都要整理
有时候只有跟你说才有头绪

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景
有时候爱情
不如和你喝咖啡有趣

过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆
下一段恋曲却又怕再伤心
我们总聊聊互相的安慰
彼此打气

信用卡可以买到一季的流行
却买不到真实自己
只有听你说的分析深入我心

就算是小小的竞争或是在斗气
这一切都不是问题
用一杯咖啡的时间都能搞定

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景
有时候爱情
不如和你喝咖啡有趣

过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆
下一段恋曲却又怕再伤心
我们总聊聊互相的安慰
彼此打气

下次见面拿杯咖啡
时间地点先定

下次见面那些事情
没话说我听你

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景
有时候爱情
不如和你喝咖啡有趣

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景
有时候爱情
不如和你喝咖啡有趣

过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆
下一段恋曲却又怕再伤心
我们总聊聊互相的安慰
彼此打气

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

Holiday Ends... School Reopens...

2008-04-14T18:50:00.002+08:00

My 10 weeks of holiday has finally come to an end… School reopens today and you know what? My first lesson starts at 8am. Lolx. My house is situated so far from school. I need 1 hour plus to get to school. Haiz… So today I have to wake up at 5.30am when I slept at 12.30 am. 5 hours of sleep isn’t enough for me lolx. I want to sleep longer de but I scare I will be late on first day of school. Hahaz. Before I left my house, I remember I have checked my bag if I have forgotten anything. Lolx. When the train stops at Farrer Park Station, I want to have a drink as I am thirsty. xD You know what? I have forgotten all about my water bottle. Lolx… I put my water bottle in front of my bag. But when I leave home in the morning; I didn’t notice my water bottle. How careless I am. Haiz… I don’t really drink mineral water as most of you should know. Because I hate the taste in the mineral water. Lolx… I qin yuan let myself to be thirsty than to drink mineral water nohz…

I have finally met up with my new class. My new class comprises of 18 girls and 3 boys. Hahaz. Compare to my previous class, we have 9 boys. This time only got 3 boys. Lolx… Iszit all the boys go EBT le arh? Then all the girls go EBM. xD By the way, if you do not know what is EBT or EBT. My course needs to choose which option you want to go in Year 2. EBM is E-Business Management which focuses more on Business side. While EBT is E-Business Technology which focuses more on IT side. Lolx. Of course I was in EBM nohz.

My new class has 5 people from my previous class. While the rest of the class got into DBIT/FT/2A/11. Btw, if you do not know what is my new class? My class is DBIT/FT/2A/13. Lolx… My new class somehow is separated into 3 cliques. My class de and the other two classes. Really not bonded at all. This class gonna to last us till we graduated. Haiz… I dunnoe what will become of us if we keep hanging with our own friends only. Lolx. =(

My right arm is giving me problem. I somehow sprain it. Now it looks like it is fatter than the left arm. Lolx. My mother was asking me whether I should go let doctor see. But I rejected. Lolx. Just a sprain mah. Go see doctor for what!

Even since I went back to Nanyang Junior College on last Friday to watch a competition, I have been thinking a lot. Saw many of my old friends and friends that I have met during my 3 month stay in NYJC. Just a short 2 hour plus in NYJC, brought me a lot of memories. Including my time in NYCO. But I guess most of them dun really recognized me le. Haiz… Really a lot of memories flashback in my mind.

If I never fail my O Level English, I think I will stay in NY bah. But Heaven seems to dislike me a lot. I have encounter lots of setbacks. Even O Level, still let me fall so hard! Haiz... Am I so dislikable? =(

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

I Am BACK!!!

2008-04-04T23:46:00.003+08:00

Hello!!! I am back to blog again. Hmm… Let me see, I haven’t been blogging for around 1 month le yah. Hahaz… I guess I am too lazy to blog. xD Let me warned you… This post is gonna to be very long.

Today is my last day of work in BreadTalk HQ. In the morning, when I was going to leave home for work, I felt a little reluctant. Because I knew I will never have the chance to walk the same road again. And I also don’t know when I will be able to step in the BreadTalk again. Haiz…

Today, my supervisor treats the whole training department (4 ppl including me) out for lunch. Actually, we plan to go to a vegetarian restaurant. But we went in and walked out again. Hahaz… Coz the weather was so hot. Wanted to look for an air-con restaurant, too bad the Indian Cuisine Restaurant was closed on this day. So we went to a coffee shop nearby to settle our lunch. We ordered a big plate of roasted chicken, two bowls of soup and some other dishes. In the end, 1/3 plate of roasted chicken was wasted. Coz we aren’t able to finish it. Lolx… My supervisor ate very fast. Lolx. Then he was like telling us some stories. My other two colleagues were listening while I was half eating and listening. Hahaz… I was trying not to waste food mah. So much food left. Lolx.

I will surely miss my colleagues in the Training Department – My supervisor, Mr. Ng, Sharon and Adelyn. They helped me passed my time quickly in the office yar. Giving me work to do, treating me to biscuits, sweets and cakes and chatting with them. Or else I will be bored to death noh. All the high positions of the company are all seated near me. Lolx… The atmosphere was like so tense, so quiet. Yupps… Maybe office is like that de bah. Just that I am in my world only. Hahaz…

Enough of my work yar… Hmm… School is restarting in one week plus. My 10 weeks of holiday is going to come to an end le. Haiz… My new timetable is out. I can say is in the mid of good and bad. Because there are days I can go home early such as 3pm or 4pm. But there are too many breaks in between. How I wish the lessons behind the break can move forward. So that I can go home earlier. Haiz… Too bad the timetable is fixed. My friend Lin Yue’s timetable is worst than me. She has even more breaks in between her lessons. Lolx… She goes home around 5pm everyday except Wednesday.

I am going to 2nd year of my poly life le yah. I also don’t know how I get to here. I guess there are too many things that had happened that cause me to lose count of the days that went by. Haiz… Don’t wish to elaborate more about that.

This semester I am going to learn 8 new modules. They are Understanding Economics with Mathematics, Economics, Business Accounting, Statistics for Business, Internet Database Applications, Multimedia Web Design, Report Writing & Presentation Skills and Effective Language Skills. A look at this, I think I will faint. So many modules! Last semester, I only took 6 modules. This time round, I need to take 8 modules. Haiz… I really have to plan my time properly or else I will suffer. And also I have registered for this year O Level English. So many things on hand now. I really have no idea where to start from. Can anyone tell me what to do?

"Have I really let go? I also don’t know. There are times I think I have let go but there are times I think I haven’t let go. So contradicting right! Haiz… I am waiting for my phone to ring… You know what I mean bah…"

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

SAND and STONE

2008-03-08T15:13:00.011+08:00

在之前, 我们连一则简讯也没有发给对方. 这是你说的关心吗? 但是你昨天的一则简讯却打乱了我的心情… 你以为说了对不起就能算了吗? 我们变得好陌生! 连几句话也说不上. 不是我没给机会, 是你不懂得怎么珍惜…

Something interesting that I want to share with you (readers)…

SAND and STONE

Two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey, they had an argument; and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: “Today my best friend slapped me in the face.”

They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one, who had been slapped, got stuck in the mire and started drowning. But the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: “Today my best friend saved my life.”

The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, “After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone. Why?”

The friend replied “ When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand, where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can erase it.

Learn to write your hurts in the sand and to crave your benefits in stone. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them. But then an entire life to forget them… Don’t you think so?

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黑夜于梦想

2008-03-03T20:31:00.002+08:00

即使是黑夜，
也未必就暗淡消极。
每个人都有能力为自己的夜空制造美丽的烟火。

梦想是没有期限的，
虽然时间总是不等人。
只要不放弃梦想，
就能从一成不变的困境中解脱出来。

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Haiz...

2008-03-02T13:03:00.003+08:00

Now I am angry about what you say in your blog... Actually I never pleased in whatever you do! You can say that I am very unreasonable. Yeah, so what if I am that kind of person. Never mind. I don't want myself to be angry = dead cells (just because of you).

Yupps... 但我狠不下心... My heart really don't want me to lose this kind of friend...

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A Special Day in Every 4 Years

2008-02-29T21:11:00.005+08:00

Today 29 Feb 2008 is a special day! If I miss this day, I will have to wait another 4 years for this day to arrive. I wonder what did I do on this day 4 years ago. Hmm... That time I was only a Sec 2 gal bah... Can't really remember the things that clearly. My memory is failing on me. Haiz...

Just wanna blog about this day only. My life is getting boring and boring... Nothing really interest me. This two weeks had been the same routine - Wake up at 7am, work from 9am to 6.15pm, go home eat dinner, watch tv and sleep! Lolx... At night, I was too tired to do anything. After watching tv is go sleep le. My life is so boring right? I guess most of you will say 'Yeah! Super boring!'

It had been two weeks plus since we sms each other le bah! I always have the urge to sms you, BUT I didn't! Do you know why? Is because I feel that it is always me who start the first sms. I just simply hate it!!! Why is me? Not YOU!!! I really disappointed ... ...

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Working in Office for the 1st time!!!

2008-02-23T17:34:00.002+08:00

Hello, people. Never blog for a long time le. Starting of this week – I start my work as an Admin Assistant in BreadTalk Group Of Companies. My supervisor who is the Head of Training treats me very good. There is a time; he played a game with me. Hahaz… Using the game as an example and asked me what is the moral of the game. Lolx… I was like 0.0… Hahaz… My brain that time is still not working; I had just eaten lunch and I was feeling sleepy. Hohoz… Actually the moral of the game is “In a same situation, there are different solutions. Is how you think and interpret it…? Even though the situation seems to be very bad, no matter how hard you try; it still doesn’t work. You have to calm down and think what goes wrong. Always be optimistic and not pessimistic.” I know I am contradicting myself. Cause every time I behave like a pessimist. I always look at the bad side first. If things don’t go the way I want it to go, I will hate and blame myself. Lolx…

Though the job seems to be very tired and boring, but what I anticipate is the pay. Hahaz… Every time after lunch hour, I will be wishing that time can quickly go past because I want to go home. ^.^ Lolx… My job is typing tons of words onto the WORD Document and drawing of charts using EXCEL Document. Lolx… Last time I don’t even know how to use EXCEL lolx. Luckily one of my poly modules did teach me how to use Microsoft Office. Hahaz… That’s why I still can survive till this weekend.

GOOD NEWS!!! My GorGor is coming back on next month, most likely is 16 March 2008 bah. Hahaz… Waited for this day to come for very long le. Yeahsss…. To GorGor: You have stayed in Taiwan for a year le. Already used to the lifestyle at there right? Hahaz… You will never get to see those kinds of shows on Singapore TV yah. But in Singapore, you get to taste Mum’s cooking, go out with your friends and of course scold me. Hahaz… I know you have become a better GorGor when you return back from Taiwan. More understanding, more sensible, more caring and a lot more… Hahaz… Our house will be livelier when you come back. More fun and laughter – More NOISER Lolx… ^^

To my friends out there… I am fine! Thanks for coming to my blog and checking out my happenings. Yupps. I will live up to the fullest of my day. Don’t worry, be happy!!! Smile always which I always like to say. Hahaz… ^^

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DBIT/1B02 Chalet @ Downtown East

2008-02-12T11:38:00.000+08:00

Hello! It has been a long time since I blog… Though it is a bit a late, I still want to wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year! Hahaz…This post gonna be very long. Please read patiently… My examination ended a week ago, which means my holiday had started for a week. Lolx.

My class DBIT/1B02 has a chalet straight after our last paper. Hahaz… That day it was raining non-stop from the afternoon to the night. We did not want our BBQ food to come to waste, so we BBQ in the rain. Hahaz… It is my first time BBQ-ing in the rain. We were sheltering the fire from the rain with umbrella. In the end, we the people were all drenched. I was wet from head to toe noh. But the fire helped me dry my front part of the shirt. Hahaz… Behind was still wet. We had a lot of laughter during the BBQ-ing. xD

After BBQ, we went to Zone-X to play. The games we played were mainly racing cars and machine basketball. Hahaz… So much fun. Finally it was time to go back to the room to bathe le as the arcade was going to close. After bathing, we played monopoly. Hahaz… I think I have the most money and properties yar. Hahaz… Because they all keep coming to my ‘house’ then I received a lot of rental. xD Lolx… In the end, we never calculate our money. Because my forehead started to feel hot which means I was having fever. Slept around 3 plus am. Woke up around 6 plus am. Watch TV till 8am then slept again. Actually want to watch Doramon at 9.30am. My eyes were open to watch but my mind was in wonderland. Hahaz… Slowly I fell back to sleep…

Woke up again at 10 plus am. Brush my teeth and get ready for my trip to Wild Wild Wet. It was my first time to Wild Wild Wet. Though I haven’t fully recovered from my fever, I still want to play. Hahaz… My friends say I crazy. Lolx… Bleahx xD I really don’t want to waste this opportunity because I don’t know when I will get to go there again. Yupps… Had a lot fun playing… Our first stop is the ‘Skyrider’. I dare not look below because I was afraid of heights. Hahaz… I was so scared that I would drop off from the carriage noh. Keeping asking LinYue to slow down. Hahaz… Next stop is the ‘Shiok River’, kind of lazy pool. It is like when you sit on the float, the water will slowly move you around the pool. We went around the pool for more than 5 times.

Next stop is the ‘Ular-lah’. Hahaz… 6 of us were sitted on a big float kind of a raft that is round. It was so thrilling down the slide. The speed was so fast. I was holding onto the handle so tight, feeling that I would drop off. Hahaz… Joanne keeps looking out for the camera. The photo that we took using their camera was so awful because we didn’t know where their camera was situated. Most of us were first time to Wild Wild Wet while Joanne had gone for a few times le. Hahaz… We went to play twice. The second time we looked good in the photo because we knew where the camera was situated. But this time 5 of us w/o LuYang and with another two little boys.

Behind the sequences I forget which one come first le.We almost played finish all the attractions in the Wild Wild Wet. Hahaz… Time past very slow when we in Wild Wild Wet. We went in around 12 plus, came out 3 plus. Lolx… Then we went back to the room to bathe and packed our bags. We checked out of the room though we had another day. All of us were tired and don’t want to stay for another day. Home Sweet Home…

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3 gone... 2 more papers to go...

2008-01-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

3 papers gone… 2 more to go. Today, Mathematics paper is much harder than previous past year exams. I can swear… And the phrasing of the words is so much different from the previous batch of papers. I don’t like today de questions. Lolx… The 2 probability questions, I don’t even know how to do even one. All anyhow do. Hack care le lah.

‘O’ Level is coming out in this coming Thursday. All the best to my juniors and my cousin Jian Hong. Hope you all get what you all want.

Hmm… Now came to think of my future. I now have nothing in mind what I want to do in the future. Because I actually want to get in Tourism but Heaven don’t let me. If I got into EBM, I might be considering to retake my ‘O’ Level English. Yupps. If I pass my English, I will have a better chance in getting into university. I don’t want waste my time anymore. I want get into university and upgrade myself. Then I will have more career prospects. I want to work in those renowned companies and earn a lot of money to support my parents – buying a big house and stay with them. That is my greatest wish.

I don’t really like to take examination. I guess no one likes bah. Examination is such a chore. Holiday is the best. Hehez… 10 more days to be freed… 15 days to Chinese New Year Eve… Reunion dinner!!! Yeahs! Hahaz ^^ Ang Baos… Goodies… YUMMMY!!!

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3 More Papers to Go...

2008-01-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

2 papers gone... 3 more papers to go... Mathematics, Database Management Systems and Java Programming. 17 days more to go to finish my end of examination. Going to have chalet after examinations. Hahaz. Really anticipate cause it will be the first and maybe the last for my class 1B02. Lolx. New semester, we maybe not in the same class liao. So much memories!!!

Chinese New Year is around the corner!!! Hehez... Going to receive 'Ang Baos' and eat a lot of good food. ~Hungry~ BleahxD... Yepps. But haven't finsh my house de Spring Cleaning. Must wait till my exams over then i got time. Hahaz...

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Exams Coming! Feeling Stressed!!!

2008-01-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hello… Hello, I am back again! Lolx. My GorGor asks me to blog de. Or else I am too lazy to blog also. Hahaz.... Exams are coming. I somehow feel a little stress. Sometimes I don’t know what I am doing… I should be studying in my room but I keep watching TV in the living room. I really disappointed in myself. I keep telling myself that I have to score well this time round in order to go to EBM. If I go to EBT, I will surely fail the course. I had no interest in IT. The real interest is Tourism Resort Management but I can’t get into the course. Haiz… I don’t want to say anymore about me le.

My younger brother… I think he is getting better in his attitude in studies le bah. This year he then realize how important is his ‘O’ Level. See him work hard on his studies, I really feel a little relieve. But sometimes he just hook on computer for quite a while. Haiz… Hope he can really realize what he is doing is right or wrong bah. Just wish him don’t follow my steps can le.

Two months plus more, my GorGor will be back from Taiwan le. Yupps. So good! So long never see you le. Miss you so much. Faster come back orh, dun delay too long arh! Hahaz… I scare u will miss your Taiwan de NS Officers and your NS friends bah. Lolx… And the food there, shopping for a lot of things and lots more… One year in Taiwan is not considered too long or too short. Last year 7th March when you left Singapore for Taiwan, I was wondering one year how to pass noh. But now it seems that you just went to Taiwan not long ago. Hahaz… Just a blink of eye, one year is going to be up. Yupps.

One year is not considered too long or too short. One year, I can do a lot of things. But last year, I choose to be angry with someone whom I will never think that I will be angry with. 1 year past le bah! I don’t know how I could endure my way through till this year. Yupps. But anyway, hope we can meet up one day to have lunch or dinner bah.

Nights… Sleeping soon. Very tired and sleepy. Bye-Bye! xD

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SPCO Concert Finally over! Exams Coming!

2008-01-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

Finally SPCO Concert has finally ended on Friday with a very high mood. The last encore song – Matsuri by Kitaro has made everyone in the Singapore Conference Hall very high. Last time when I heard that we are playing this song for encore, I couldn’t believe my ears. I really like this song. It is a song that is suitable for some grand events. And it really lives up the atmosphere.

Now I can take a rest from the co practices le. No more co practices for me!!! I need to put all my attention on my examinations. I need to push myself higher! This coming de Wednesday, I have my very first GEMS exam. Yupps. Hope I can score well for that module. Coz I think that is my only module that I can think I can get an ‘A’ or even a ‘Dist’.

Next Monday is MOB exam le. Today is the last lesson with Mrs Loh. I really like her lessons. Really fun even though every time needs to do her tutorials. Hahaz… Sounds contradicting bah. Lolx. xD

Exams are coming, holidays are also coming. Lolx… I want holidays but I don’t want any exams. Is there any course that don’t have exams? Hahaz… Lolx. Really had no mood for exams now. Coz I need to rush finish a Java Project by next Friday which supposedly should be on 30 Jan. Teachers like to change then change the deadline noh. Haiz… With such a short time, how am I going to finish doing it. Java Programming is my worst subject. How to overcome it? Programming everyday??? I think I will die of boredom bah. Java Programming is so boring yet kill lots of my brain cells.

Actually I have lots of things to blog de. But don’t have the time to type it out. Yupps… Wait till I have the time to blog a long one yar. To be frank, though this is a new year. I still don’t like poly life. I prefers secondary school life. So… To those who are still schooling in secondary schools. Cherish and Enjoy your time now.

25 days to finish my examination -My Holidays!!! 31 days to CNY! =)

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 2008

2008-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!! Finally 2007 has ended… and HELLO to 2008!!!

I would like to wish all of you out there a fantastic year ahead as we do away with all the unhappiness from 2007 and start on a clean sleight for year 2008!

Let us all be able to put away all unhappiness, unaccomplished missions, unfinished resolutions and formulate something new for ourselves in the forthcoming New Year.

Perhaps for a change, when we set new goals for the New Year, we give ourselves simpler task, something that is more achievable. Rather than far fetched ideas that make us feel like losers when we are unable to fulfill them.

So here to you - my dear friends may 2008 be a beautiful year for you and I.

Lots of love,
Li Suan

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My New Year Resolution

2007-12-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

25 hours and 50 minutes to a brand NEW YEAR… This year seems to pass very fast. Just a blink of eye, 2007 is coming to an end and 2008 is coming to a start. This year has happened a lot of things. I learnt to be more independent as my elder brother is away in Taiwan. I am the oldest child in my family right now. I need to set a good example for my younger brother to follow. I know I had not been a good example but at least I had tried to be one. Sometimes no matter how hard I try to convince my younger brother to stop playing games and start to revise his work, but it failed every time. I will start to quarrel and fight with him. I end up being hurt in both emotionally and physically.

My New Year Resolution:
1) Hope a brand new year; my younger brother will start to become more sensible. Revise his work on his own without being told to do so. Hope he will stop playing games and start to do his TYS (Tens Years Series). Hope he will score well for his ‘O’ Levels and not follow my steps. I really regret what I had done for my ‘O’ Levels. What has been done is been done. No point of regretting it anyway. Hope he will think carefully for what he is interested to do and choose his own life. Just don’t follow my steps and end up regretting it for lives man.

2) Hope I could score well for my end of semester examination. At least get a GPA of 3.0, so that I can get into EBM (E-Business Management). I really don’t like EBT (E-Business Technology). My interest is business only not IT. That time JAE period, I had no choice to choose any business course with my D7 in English as any business course requires at least a C6 in English. That is the only Business cum IT course that enables me to get into with a D7 in English. For your information, if you all don’t know what course I am in. My course is Business IT which the name implies. I learn both Business and IT stuff. I really don’t like IT stuff as I am really an idiot in IT. That’s why I hope my brother will choose what he likes and not regret it forever.

3) Hope my elder brother can come back as soon as possible. A year seems so far yet so near. Hahaz… Very contradicting yar. I think my brother will only be back near end of March or early April bah. The exact day he also doesn’t know. -.- When he comes back, I will throw all the responsibility to him. Hahaz… I will just shake legs when he comes back and let him suffer what I had suffered during this whole year. Lolx. I miss him very much, so do my family. “Come back faster, can you?”

4) Wish everyone (My family, friends, etc…) I know to be in pink of health and to be happy always. Like what I like to say “Smile Always =)”! 我不求什么荣华富贵, 只希望大家平平安安, 身体健康, 就好了.

5) Last but not least, HOPE all wishes will come true in the years to go… ^^

Examination is coming in two more weeks… I need to start to buck up and not slack anymore. My SP Chinese Orchestra Concert is coming in a few days more. Let’s 加油 together! 加油! 加油! 加油! >.<

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清晨的窗口

2007-12-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

~ 清晨的窗口 ~

抱着无比的决心, 对事情并不一定有帮助.
乐观地看待一切, 结果却常常令人沮丧.
做了万全的准备, 但还是出了差错.
掉下伤心的眼泪, 依然于是无补.

我在清晨的窗口. 观看飞动的生命.
努力学习, 并试着找寻.
- 幾米

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命运

2007-12-24T10:50:00.000+08:00

~ 命运 ~

饱满华美的气球, 可能有三种不同的命运:
(一) 飘到天空, 最后不知去向.
(二) 突然爆破, 无可挽回.
(三) 安静地存在, 然后慢慢慢慢慢慢慢地萎缩.

饱满华美的人生, 同样也是如此.
- 幾米

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Boring Day...

2007-12-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

6 days and 40 minutes plus to Christmas Day... I have been counting down for this day to come. Hahaz... Want to know why??? Lolx... This is the date that I have made with my friends. Yupps. Gonna celebrate @ Esplanade bah. The location has not been confirmed yet. Must see what place you all want. ^.^

Lolx... Have not been doing anything nowadays. I was like a pig, keep sleeping and sleeping... Haiz... Despite I have plans on what to do, in the end i just spend my day on sleeping. What a lazy girl I am!!! Today my day is either spend on sleeping or practising my ZhongRuan. Yupps... At least I can play well for the Entertainer and the Matsuri pieces le. Last time cannot even play well despite it is in G Major (My Best Favourite Major). Hahaz... Now hooking on to F Major le bah. Coz most of the songs are in F Major. Yupps. Have to practise well or else I will look blur again in Combined Practice. Lolx...

Nowadays I was all alone at home. Very bored neh. Nobody to talk to. My younger brother they all will only be back on Christmas' Eve. Last time, my younger brother will fight with me whether who to use the laptop coz my home de desktop spoilt le. Haiz... How I wish my elder brother will come back faster and buy a new desktop. I realised I really rely on my brother too much le bah. It would be good to have at least a guy in home to rely on. Hahaz... Though my house got 3 guys, only my elder brother is able to rely on. My father is so unreliable de. Really disappointed in him noh. Lolx... I understand that I cannot compare him with others de fathers coz every people is unique in their own ways yar. O.O

"Be grateful always, for everything and everyone, at every moment..."

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Missing In Action

2007-12-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

I have been MIA (Missing in Action) for a quite a while le. Yupps. Last Friday is my last day of school. Yeahss xD… Holidays, Holidays... It’s finally here!!! I have anticipated for so long le. Two weeks to go before school reopens. Yupps. But somehow my holiday is not for me to rest de. Still got two projects on hand – IDEAs & Java Programming. Haiz… And SPCO Concert is just two weeks more. I have a CO training camp this coming de Thursday. I will only come back on Saturday. So Peeps, don’t miss me yar. Lolx…

Lolx… 7 days and 1 hour plus to Christmas Day… 14 days and 1 hour plus to New Year’s Day… A brand new Year 2008… I wish next year will be a good start. Coz this year has not been a good year for me. Too many things happen in such a short time. I can’t prepare myself to overcome it. Or should I say I don’t want to overcome it. I am really disappointed in MYSELF. Sometimes I tell myself I must overcome it, but somehow I am so stubborn. I am not really prepared to give a chance to that someone. I have been angry for nearly one year le bah. I am really a stubborn girl. That’s the personality of a Gemini bah. Hahaz… Lolx… Is all Excuses!!!

Why I am not able to let it go… Can someone tell me what to do? I really had no idea. Should I just forgive and forget? Will this be a better idea? Will my heart be lesser in pain when I choose to forgive and forget? Haiz… Only Heaven knows bah.

"I know that sadness will not be able to change anything.
If that's the case, then let me be honest a little bit.
To be honest that's it's difficult to avoid an unruly betrayal,
I can only close the door and ignore the world.

Sitting alone inside this empty space,
Let the cell phone rest for a night.
It's so difficult, I feel like cutting off all the frames of memory.
These tears can no longer shed past midnight.

I want to thank for all that you gave and took away.
Only time, Can heal the wound..."

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Stupid INTERNET !!!

2007-12-09T17:11:00.000+08:00

I really had no mood nowadays. My house de internet dunnoe why go haywire le. I can't use internet at home now. I realise I can't do without internet. I have so many projects to do. But now no internet, I dunnoe where to start. I dunnoe where am I heading to.

You may wonder why I can still blog. Hahaz... Now I am using the library de wireless connection. I can only use for a limited period of time coz my laptop de battery is going to be flat. Lolx. As i was typing this, my laptop is warning me to go charge my lappy noh. Hahaz.... But I can't find any power supply to charge my lappy noh. Lolx. Sunday de library is always filled up with people de lolx. I can hardly find a place to sit at and do my project in peace. Haiz... I can only blame is blame my stupid modem. Dunnoe why it goes haywire noh.

So if you all happen to see this, wondering why I haven been online these few days. Hahaz... Now you got the anwer le. Yupps. Anything that is important that is in need for me to reply urgently. Please sms me. Coz I noe I wun be online for very long bah. I need to find the solution of my sudden disapperance of my internet asap. Or else you will see me suffer noh. Lolx. If anyone knows what happen to my internet, please tell me. Thanks! xD

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Happy Birthday to Yiling and more...

2007-12-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm… Quite a long time I never post any entries le bah. I had been rather busy during the weekend. On Saturday, there was a performance in the Convention Centre. We performed percussions not CO orh!!! Dun misunderstood yar. You may be wondering why I joined the percussions. Hahaz… Actually this is a performance by the Heartbeats (professionals). But then we were asked to perform with them again since we have participated National Day Observation Ceremony with them during early August this year. Lolx. I realized that playing drums are not that easy also. I almost sprain my arms nohz. My shoulders are aching all over. The drums are so heavy. Had to carry the drums when performing. Sianz…

Had been feeling very sick these few days. First started with a cold, next is headache and fever. Haiz… My body is so weak. Had been falling sick very often during this whole year. Maybe also because of the huge pile of projects and assignments bah. Really not enough rest for me. In the past few years, I had been known as an early sleeper. I will sleep very early around 10 or 11pm bah. Now I think I will sleep after 1am, 2am or even 5am when I have projects to rush. This is going to become a habit of mine in the next coming years bah.

Yesterday, it was my first day never go school ever since I went to polytechnic. My head was spinning and very pain when I woke up. So I decided to let myself rest for a day yar. Hahaz… I declare myself a day of holiday. Lolx. Actually my whole day is occupied by practicing my ZhongRuan. SPCO Concert is just one month from now. I am still deciding whether to play Guzheng or not noh. But I guess I have not much time left bah. Haiz… Really don’t know what to do nohz…

Today seems to be an auspicious day. I found out that there are a total of five people who had their birthdays today. They are Yiling, Shi Qing, Pei Shan, Zoe (my OGL) and Russell Chan (my poly classmate). Hahaz… So coincidence nohz. I never come across so many people had their birthdays on the same day. Lolx xD. And today is also Ms Suah’s wedding anniversary. Two years ago, a group of friends and I went to her wedding dinner. Hahaz. This is the first time I went for a teacher’s wedding dinner. Yupps. Its so special and unique.

Once again, I would like to wish those boys and girls who are having their birthdays today… a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! =)

Last but not least, I would like to publicise my SP Chinese Orchestra Concert again.

SPCO ANNUAL CONCERT 2008
ECHOES OF THE ORIENT 丝竹之韵
Date : 04/01/2008 (Friday)
Time : 7.30pm
Venue : Singapore Conference HallPrice : $12
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Hopeless & Useless of ME

2007-11-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

Do you know what I am feeling now? I am feeling very miserable. What has happened to me? Haiz… I am very upset by my Dad and Mum. All they know is to care their own feelings. Never care about their children. When this happens, the children are always the most innocent one. I think my younger brother doesn’t even notice it. He is always out, comes home late. I am at home most of the time since I come home straight after school. They are always bickering over trivial matters. Now they having cold war with one another. They seldom talk to one another. Now I am the messenger between them. I am tired or should be HATE being the messenger between them.

I miss my Mum’s cooking. I can only eat it on Sundays since my mum is busy with her work. Now she doesn’t even cook on Sundays. I am eating food from outside everyday. I am sick of the outside food. Or should I say that I will die very soon because of the MSG. Outside food is always so unhealthy. They are either too salty or too oily. Haiz… Sometimes I really wonder what is going on their mind. But I can’t really bother with them either. I am stressed over my schoolwork and CCA. Projects, Assignment and SPCO Concert!!! I really tired of studying in polytechnic. Or should I say I am tired of living le!

How I wish that time can stop for a while. Let me take a break before continuing to go on. I am feeling very hopeless now. I really don’t know what I am going to do. Who can lend his/her pair of ears to let me confide in? I am really really hopeless. I am such a useless person. Don’t even know how to survive in such a situation.

HOPELESS and USELESS of ME!!!

Yesterday, I went to watch ‘Enchanted’ with LinYue, LuYang, Joanne and Joaquim in VivoCity. The movie is so popular that good seats are all taken up. Left only front row when we bought the tickets. This movie is highly recommended by me. I feel that I should go watch more movies. At least when I am watching the movie, I will not think about schoolwork. I feel a bit relaxed after watching the movie. I realised after so many hard works, I should pamper myself yar.

The whole story is about a frightened princess is banished from her magical animated homeland to modern-day New York City in a romantic comedy penned by Bill Kelly (Blast from the Past), directed by Kevin Lima (Tarzan), and featuring music by composer Alan Menken and lyricist Stephen Schwartz. Princess Giselle (Amy Adams) lives in the blissful cartoon world of Andalasia, where magical beings frolic freely and musical interludes punctuate every interaction. Though Princess Giselle is currently engaged to be married to the handsome Prince Edward (James Marsden), her fate takes a turn for the worse when the villainous Queen Narissa (Susan Sarandon) banishes her to the unforgiving metropolis of New York City. As the cruelty of the big city soon begins to wear down the fairy-tale exterior of the once carefree princess, the frightened Giselle soon finds herself falling for a friendly but flawed divorce lawyer (Patrick Dempsey) whose kind compassion has helped her to survive in this strange and dangerous new world.

"Never give up! Yes, Yes. Never give up!! I'm not that kinda girl who gives up just like that. I know how I want it to be, but you know I’m gonna take my chance now. I’m gonna make it happen somehow. And you know I can take the pressure, a moment's pain for a lifetime’s pleasure."

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

Another Day Goes By

2007-11-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hello! Hello! Hello!

Hmm... This week has been a busy week for me. On Tuesday, i slept at 5am just to finish two projects. Lolx. Slept only for two hours then need to get ready for school again. The projects went off quite smoothly. Hahaz... This make my sacrifice for the project a bit worthwhile yar. ^^

Got back 3 papers. Left only Java Programming haven't take back yet. This is the paper that I most dread to take back. Cause I know that I did not do well for this paper. Haiz... Mathematics and DBMS de result, I am satisified. MOB... Haiz... Not good!!! Almost fail lol. Must buck up le noh. End of semester test is just two months more. Realli must start to study le.

Today after school, went out with Sookie for lunch. Hahaz... Really have a fun day with her. I like everything - Bubble Tea & The Talkings at the Kiddy Palace's escalator there. Lolx. We talk and talk... I almost forget the time as it has past so fast. Lolx. And its time for us to go home liao. Hope to meet up soon! Remember our Christmas Day Date orh!!! >.<

Yupps... Here is the publication of my SP Chinese Orchestra Concert...

SPCO ANNUAL CONCERT 2008
ECHOES OF THE ORIENT 丝竹之韵
Date : 04/01/2008 (Friday)
Time : 7.30pm
Venue : Singapore Conference Hall
Price : $12

Must come and support US orhz!!!

If you want to buy tickets, can contact me through my HP.

Thanks! ^^

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

STRESSFUL

2007-11-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

Hmm... MST is over. I am neither happy nor relieved. Though MST is over, I should be happy yar. But I can't feel any happiness. Maybe because I have to start practising on my ZhongRuan and Guzheng again. SPCO concert is coming, the exact day is 04 Januaury 2007. Less than 1 month plus to actual day of performance.

I really stressed. I have a kind of feeling that I want to give up the performance. But this is a rare opportunity for me to experience. I always wish that I can participate in a concert. Now my wish is going to become a reality, yet I am considering whether I am going to give up. Haiz...

This year is not a good year for me. First of all, I am faced with a new surrounding. I have to restart all over again. Make friends... Adapt to the new surrounding... Secondly, there is no people who understands my feelings. Last time, I have friends to talk to. But now they are busy with their own life. I hardly meet them anymore. I am not complaining. I just hate myself for not able to be independence. Haiz... Thirdly, my GorGor is away from home. Next year then come back. I missed him. Coz he always helps me to do this do that. Now everything I have to rely on myself, do my own. At least I will have some laughter at home when he is around noh. Without him at home, my house become cold. Lolx.

How I wish I can let time go back to the past. I will treasure more than before. I know this will never come true. Yet I am hoping it will come true. If I have Doraemon, going to the past is not a problem. But this is only a cartoon character. This is just to fool those little kids. Hahaz...

Thanks for reading till here... Don't need to worry about me! I am fine. Just want to let out my stress. Yupps. ^.^

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

ExAms CoMing!!! Study!

2007-11-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

This will be the last post but a short one before my exams start on Monday. Yupps. I will study hard for my coming exams and will not slack anymore. I promise. I really don't like last minute revision. I will be damn nervous whenever the paper is going to start. Lolx. And what i had memorised de, will soon be forgotten as my mind just went blank. I wouldn't allow it to happen again. I swear!

Yesterday, I had no intention to quarrel with you de. Is just how you phrase your words in your SMS that makes me angry. I even have a thought that I don't want to see or talk to you again. So the best way that both of us will not be hurt is we don't bother about each other again. Yupps. That's all.

萧亚轩 - 后来的我们

回忆像慢慢远离的车灯

我们都带着伤悲的眼神

剩一个人还能不能

唱出最温暖的歌声

谁爱的比较深

从前的我们哭着笑着

都总是两个人

后来的我们就连招呼

都有一点陌生

从前的我们哭着笑着

都相信会永恒

后来的我们为什么不能

爱情是忽然尽头的旅程

我们也只好不舍的转身

而那颗心还能不能

走的像当初般纯真

谁痛的比较深

从前的我们哭着笑着

都总是两个人

后来的我们就连招呼

都有一点陌生

从前的我们哭着笑着

都相信会永恒

后来的我们为什么不能

如果爱在我身上留下伤痕

那么不爱更疼

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

Enduring the stressfulness

2007-11-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

I really don't know what am i doing nowadays. Exams are coming... NEXT WEEK!!! In more precise, just two more days! I know i am not slacking as i stay up quite late to finish my e-Learning homework starting from Tuesday night. Everyday I slept at 2 plus just to finsh a module of de homework. I don't know why my end result can be so little despite i spent quite a lot of time on it. Sometimes I just stare at the ceiling or the computer screen for a long time and not doing anything. Really don't know what am i doing!!!

I am feeling quite stressed!!! With so many projects, homework, exams and SPCO concert songs... I think i will go crazy one day! I really want to give up on the guzheng performance but i just can't bear to give up the chance to perform. But i know if i don't give up now, i will suffer in the end. Studies come first, CCA is second. What should i do! Give up or bear with it???

Now i feeling very moody and pain - GREAT PAIN. My gastric is hindering me for the whole day le. Whenever I feel stressed, my gastric pain will come and visit me. Lolx. Since i was young, gastric pain has hindered me. Till now, gastric pain is the biggest problem of mine. No matter how many doctors i have seen. There is no cure for my gastric.What can I do? How to stop myself from being stressed! I really don't know.

I think my energy will be drained out soon. I am feeling very weak now. You will never get to see a lively and hyperactive ME anymore. Cause i really have no more energy to put up. All the smiles on my face will disappear. No more smiles from ME.

Every since i came to polytechnic, i am putting up a brave front in front of everyone. As you all(poly classmates) can see, I am always smiling to whom i see. But i am really soft inside. I will break down but not in front of you all. In primary and secondary school, I was well-known as a crybaby. Not that I like to cry, is that I am easily hurt. Well... I don't wish to rake of my past anymore.

I have no where to confide except here. In the past, I used to have someone to confide in. But now, I lost that person le. Just because of my silly thinkings causing me to lose that person. There's no one to blame except myself. Now, whenever i feeling sad or troubled. There's no one i can turn to, no place where i can throw all my sadness and troubles in. Never mind... Just let me bottled up everything inside me hao le.

Thanks for reading till here. I know I complain too much le. ^.^ Bye!

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

A Sad Day

2007-10-30T23:02:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Second day of e-Learning Week is gonna to be over in 1 hour time. I have not do anything about e-Learning homework yet, coz i am with busy with so many projects. Haiz... Projects are taking up too much of my time le yar. I have no free time to study for my exams which is just next week only. I think I am going to burn midnight oil these few days to complete my homework. Somemore i have to practise on my ZhongRuan and Guzheng. SPCO concert is juz two more months. So many things to do!!! Did I make a wrong choice to join SPCO in the first place? I really dunnoe. I like music, but i dun like in such a stress way. Anyone can tell me what to do? I really fed-up le! #.#

These few days really messed up my mood! Why my classmate thinks that our class is the worst class in his life. I dun know what happen in his mind to think of that. I do have fun in my class as there are many jokers around. Yupps. Sometimes during the 2-Hr break time, we went out in groups for lunch. So much fun and laughter. Though compare to my secondary school life, i still like my secondary school life the best. That's the place where I met you.

Though I know that we cannot go back to the past anymore. I still treasure the days that we are together. So much of memorable memories. I will remember in my heart what you had did for me in regardless of the birthday presents and small little bottles of stars that you once gave me.

" I've lost all that I once posessed, after you left... You took away the smiles and only left behind loneliness... " This describes what i am really feeling now. You dun need to say sorry. Coz it's not really your fault. It's just a knot in my heart that still not untie yet. I still dunnoe when will we be able to face each other...

弦子 - 是我不可爱

和你打过勾

寂寞的右手小指头

弹完了爱情的前奏

旋律却已经没有我

难过的时候

是记性最好的时候

你的笑容你的纵容

谁能修理破碎了的梦

是我不可爱还是爱太难

好好的永远还没走完就失败

那时候的我在幸福裏发呆

一定帮你制造了很多的麻烦很多的麻烦

难过的时候

是记性最好的时候

你的笑容你的纵容

谁能修理破碎了的梦

是我不可爱还是你不敢

承诺我要的童话故事的未来

那时候的你是不是很孤单

我们根本是相爱错误的示范

是我不可爱还是你冷淡

现在想一想彼此都不够坦白

那时候的我也许是太梦幻

觉得你会懂好多话都没说出来

都受了伤害也不再是小孩

你如果也有不能入睡的夜晚

如果也记得牵著手的温暖

能不能擦掉我从前的不可爱

爱重新再来

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

FiNaLLy...

2007-10-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hello! Hello! Hello! Hello!

Finally i blog again le! Now change a new template for my blog, it looks more lively yar! Hahaz=) So long never blog le, coz i am busy with school work and i m lazy too. Lolx xD. GorGor stop scolding me le hor! I blog le yar...

Hahaz... Finally e-Learning week has come. I have waited for this week to come since school reopens noh! But this implies that my MST is coming also, which is right after e-Learning. Haiz... Have to start study le or else I will die of course.

Let me share with you some nice and cute pictures that my friend has sent me...

♥ i'M iMPerfect Yet i'M LOVING it.

Mid-Autumn Festival

2007-09-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hello! Hello! Hello! Hello!

Mid-Autumn Festival (中秋节) is coming...

Hahaz, tmr is the day nohz! Lolx.

Will be having steamboat in my cousin's house tmr to celebrate Mid-Autumn Festival!

Yeahs!!! =)

Wish everyone a Happy Mid-Autumn Festival,

中秋节快乐!!!

By: Chinese Poet Su Shi (蘇東坡)

My semestral exam results come out le!

2007-09-13T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Long time never blog le!
Yesterday, I received my semestral exams results.
Quite good but still have to work hard next semester.
Lolx...

My GorGor cums back for ard 1 week le...
Next week, he is going back to Taiwan again.
Haiz...
This few days, he fell sick. So poor thing!!! =(
Wish him to get well soon...
Yupps. XD

ByeBye! ^.^

GorGor cuming back TMR !!!

2007-09-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

Yeahss...
My GorGor coming back tmr le!!!
Hipee =)

Answer!!!

2007-08-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hehez... ^.^
I think I get the answer le!
I post it here first...
Then wait for Lin Yue to give me the correct answer.

The $1 dollar didn't go anywhere...
It's just how we interpret the question.
The $27 includes the cost of meal which is $25 and the $2 Tips.
Coz when each person pays $9, the $2 Tips is already included in the $9 paid by each person le.
So we cannot include another $2 again on top of the $27.
Or else we're paying $4 of tips to the waitress le!

Last but not least...
Cost of meal which is $25 + $2 Tips +$3 which they get back = $30 !!!

Yupps >.<
That's my answer to the question!
Dunnoe correct or not...
Waiting for the correct answer! ^.^

IQ Question

2007-08-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

Can any kind soul help me figure out the answer for this question?

If you have 2 friends plus you (that make up to 3 ppl),
The 3 people went to a restaurant.
The meal cost $25, so each of you paid $10.
So the change is $5... and
Since it's hard to split $5 up,
Each of you take $1, and
The remaining $2 was given to the waitress as TIPS.
As Such...
Each of you spent $9, so 3 ppl would spend $27.
Adding up the $2 Tips, make up to $29.
Where did the $1 dollar go??

Lolx >.<
Have been thinking very hard for the answer...
But i still can't figure it out!
My brain begins to malfunction ever since Exams is over.
Am i DUMB or USELESS ???
Haiz =(

*12 days more till my GorGor's return...*

Examination is over! Holiday is coming!

2007-08-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

Yeahsss!!!
Finally, Semestral Exams is over le! ^.^
It's time for me to take a little rest...

Now I am in "Holiday Mood",
Dun feel like doing anything...
Sleeping... Watching TV... Surfing Net... Online...
My mum keeps asking Me to go find a job!!!
But... I lazy go work leh! I just want to stay at home rotting away...
Hehez >.<

On Tuesday (21/08/2007), something funny happened...
You may find it not funny, but to me is a "JOKE"!
Hohoz XD
This day is my ITOS (IT & Office Software) examination...
The paper starts at 2pm.
Supposed to end at 4.10pm.
GUESS what!!!

Ard 2.30pm, candidates start to leave the exam venue...
By 3pm, the exam venue was almost empty!
The exam supervisors were like #.#
(They were wondering how come the candidates were leaving the room so fast!)

Hahaz >.<
I was the last 3rd person (out of 80++ ppl) to leave the room...
Lolx…
By then… When I reached home, it was only 4pm.
I noe I was quite slow.
But this was the first time that I had left the venue b4 the exam ends.
Ever since I was born into this world…
Hehez XP
I guess this will also be the last time bah!

Anyway…
I hope I can pass all my modules,
Dun need to forward any modules!
*Pray Hard*

*13 days more to go…
Till my GorGor comes back from Taiwan with my presents…
^.^*

Waiting...

2007-08-20T11:06:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!!
Semestral exams will end in two days time...
I will be free from all the mugging of textbooks and notes.
Hipee ^.^
My GorGor will be back on 5 Sept 2007 from Taiwan.
Yupps...
Have been waiting for this day to come since he flew to Taiwan in the early March of this year.
Half a year never see him le...
MISS him so much!!!
Lols XD

Story from 大头芬的世界

2007-08-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

This story is taken from 大头芬的世界...

那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光……

可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭乾了眼淚。

一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗”

天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。

幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。

轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。

蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。

這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。

第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。

上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。

蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩膀上﹐他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。

上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”蜻蜓擦乾了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……”

有些緣份是註定要失去的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖

Photos Gallery in HDB Hub Atrium

2007-08-14T13:20:00.001+08:00

Photos Gallery in HDB Hub Atrium...
Nice Scenery =)

Happy Birthday and Happy National Day!

2007-08-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Mummy and Daddy!
Happy National Day!

Feeling Down!

2007-08-07T14:47:00.000+08:00

Now, I am at my bedroom sitting on my bed, looking at the CRS Course Book. I think the weather is going to rain soon. The sky is getting darker and darker. Trees are swaying very hard now. Leaves are dropping every now and then. My mood is down but i can't describe why I am feeling like this. There is no one I can confide into now... Haiz =( I just feel very down! You maybe are wondering if I am talking rubbish. Yah, I am. I dunnoe what my head is thinking now.

Haiz... Yesterday de IEB paper, i screwed up everything!!! My mind just went blank; I can't remember what i have memorised earlier on. =( That's the punishment of not studying hard enough.

Now trying very hard to concentrate on my CRS exam tmr... But I just can’t concentrate! There is no one to disturb me as I am alone at home. Now listening to 933 FM to wait for time to pass… Haiz =( Yesterday de IEB paper had caused to wake up from my dreams. I should not waste my time anymore; I should really concentrate on the next 5 piece of papers. I should not ponder what has been done and over. Coz it was over! No use to ponder anymore. I have to keep my feelings inside and carry on… Carry on...

Examination is coming!

2007-08-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

Maybe this is my last post before my semestral examination ends three weeks later! Let me blog about yesterday...

Yesterday, my classmates and I went to a Chinese Restaurant 'Food Haven' in our school to eat lunch. I swear I will never eat in this restaurant again. My stomach pains for two whole days le. I dunnoe if it is gastric pain or what. The pain is killing me, pain till i almost hit myself onto the wall. But i am not that stupid to kill myself in this way. Lolx. Next three weeks are my exams. I have to take care of my health. I can't fall sick at this moment.

Today, i did nothing much. Just looking through last year IEB test paper. Haiz... I realli regret that i did not manage my time efficently. I slack too much. Watch too much of TV programmes, surf net too much le. Lolx... I MUZ Buck Up!!! Pray hard that i wun have to forward any of my modules. Please!!!

*Pray*

Projects Over! Exams Cuming!

2007-08-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

...This post should be short and sweet...

Today is the last day of all my presentations in this semester!!! Hehez... Yipee yay yay!!! ^.^

But next week is the start of my end of semestral exams. Haiz... So fast exams is coming and soon it will be over le yar. One should be optimistic about its life... Smile always!!! =)

Letter Written in the Year 2070

2007-07-31T00:07:00.000+08:00

LETTER WRITTEN
IN THE YEAR 2070

This is the year 2070

I have just turned 50, but I my appearance is of
Somebody of 85.

I suffer from serious kidney problems,
because I do not drink enough water.
I'm afraid I do not have much time left to live.
I am one of the oldest people in this society.

I remember when I was a child of 5.
Everything was very different then.
There were lots of trees in the parks, houses with beautiful
Gardens and I could enjoy having a shower for half an hour.
Nowadays we use towels with mineral oil to clean our skin.

Before, women had beautiful hair.
Now, we have to shave our heads to keep them clean without
The use of water. Then, my father washed his car with
Water coming out of a hosepipe.
Now, my son does not believe that water could be
Wasted that way.

I remember there were
SAVE WATER warnings on outside posters, radio and TV,
But nobody paid attention.
We thought that water was to
Last forever.

Now, all the rivers, lakes, dams and underground water
Beds are either dry or contaminated.

Industry came virtually to a standstill and unemployment
Reached dramatic proportions.
Desalination plants are the main source of employment
And workers receive part of their salary in drinkable water.

Assaults at gun point on the streets for a jerry can of water
Are very common.

Food is 80% synthetic.

Before, the recommended quantity of water to drink
For an adult was 8 glasses a day.
Nowadays, I am only Allowed half a glass.

We now have to wear disposable clothing,
And this increases the amount of litter.

We are using now septic tanks,
Because the sewerage system does not work for
Lack of water.

The outside appearance of the population is horrible:
Wrinkled, emaciated bodies, due to dehydration, full of
Sores caused by ultra violet radiation, now stronger
Without the protective shield of the ozone layer.

Skin cancer, gastrointestinal infections and of the urinary tracts
Are the main causes of death?

Due to the excessive drying of the skin young
People of 20 look like 40.

Scientists investigate, but there's no solution to the problem.

Water cannot be produced; oxygen is also degraded due to the lack
Of trees and vegetation, and the intellectual capacity of the new
Generations are severely impaired.

The morphology of spermatozoa in many men has changed.

As a consequence, babies are born with deficiencies, mutations
And physical deformities.

Government makes us pay for the air we breathe,
137 m3 per day per adult person.

People who cannot pay are expelled from the "ventilated zones",
With huge mechanical lungs driven by solar power.
The air is not of good quality, but at least people can breathe.

The average life expectancy is 35 years.

In some countries, where there are still some green zones
Crossed by rivers, these are guarded by heavy armed soldiers.

Water became a very coveted treasure, more precious
Than gold and diamonds.

Where I live, there are no trees, because it seldom rains.
When it happens to register some precipitation, it is of
Acid rain.

The seasons have been severely affected by the atomic
Tests and by contamination from the 20th century
Polluting industries.

We were warned to look after the environment,
But nobody cared.

When my son asks me to talk about my youth,
I tell him about the green fields, the beauty of
The flowers, the rain, how pleasant was to swim
And fish in the rivers and dams, to drink all the
Water we could and how healthy people were.

He asks: Daddy! Why there is no water?

Then, I feel a lump in my throat!

I cannot help feeling guilty, because
I belong to the generation who contributed to the
Destruction of the environment or simply did not
Take into account all the warning signs.

Now our children
Pay a very high price!

I sincerely believe that within a short time life
On earth will not be possible, as the destruction
Of nature reached now an irreversible stage.

How I would like to go back and make mankind
Under stand… ...that we still had time to save our
Planet Earth.

Dark & Stormy Weather

2007-07-28T19:28:00.000+08:00

Finally, I’m back on blogging again. These few days have been raining almost continuously. The weather has been very cold. I hardly can see the sun. I think the sun is taking a holiday yar. Hahaz… Many of my friends have been falling sick. I think I am going to fall sick soon with this kind of weather. Lolx. Hope NOT! Exams are around the corner. I can’t allow myself to fall sick at this period of time. I have to done well this time round.

These few weeks I am really busy with projects and assignments. My assignments and projects are coming to an end for this semester. Yipee!!! Yay!!! But what that means… My end of semester examination is coming. IEB and CRS in two weeks time while the other modules are in three weeks time. This time I have to work extra hard for my WCD. Hope I am able to get at least a ‘B’ for it. Please… I pray hard!

Well… I have not introduced my classmates on this blog at all. Hahaz… Most probably because my world is resolve in projects and more projects. Bleahx XD. Hohoz… Firstly these are my class photos taken in school before proceeding to do our CIP. This is the only time that our class has taken a class photo till now. Hope to have a class outing soon!!!

~End Of Post~

Balloon Sculpting

2007-07-20T14:07:00.000+08:00

~bAllO0n ScUlPtiNg~

Aren't they cute?? =)

Li Suan's Blog

终于回来了...

Fragile like a glass

Happy New Year! 新年快乐!

休息，是为了走更长的路。。。

病倒了。。。

Busy...

Shagged... But FUN!!!

Lazy...

Stupidness =(

Busy...

好无聊! 怎么办?

Movie Moviee MOVIEEss...

One Term ENDED...

Tired...

Up and Down

TIRED...

辛苦自己了！！！

Tired...

Exhausted!!! =(

HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2009

An Unlucky day For ME!!! =(

MST OVER...

3 down, 3 more to go...

1 down, 5 to go ...

My NEW G705 !!!

那一天

RELIEVED!!!

Friends are ANGELS Following You Through Life

Something is WRONG!!!

Holidays!!! ^^

Busy...

Raining Heavily... Lightnings... Thundering...

Tired...

Aimless...

STRESSED!!!

Exam Schedule

疯了疯了

狗和我的10个约定

Stressed!!!

Sinking into Deep Thoughts...

Throat Very Pain... No VOICE!

DBIT '02 Steamboat Outing

Frienship Part 2

Friendship

I don't know where to start...

Happy Holiday!!!

悲伤的秋千...

My BIRTHDAY!!! Finally 18...

下一個天亮 ...

No Mood...

虽然我愿意

Happy Mother's Day!

Everything will be OKAY in the end...

Learning to recover. Resilience is the key.

Some Say ...

Tired... Tired... REALLY TIRED...

罐头剧场 之 名牌女郎

Holiday Ends... School Reopens...

I Am BACK!!!

SAND and STONE

黑夜于梦想

Haiz...

A Special Day in Every 4 Years

Working in Office for the 1st time!!!

DBIT/1B02 Chalet @ Downtown East

3 gone... 2 more papers to go...

3 More Papers to Go...

Exams Coming! Feeling Stressed!!!

SPCO Concert Finally over! Exams Coming!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 2008

My New Year Resolution

清晨的窗口

命运

Boring Day...

Missing In Action

Stupid INTERNET !!!

Happy Birthday to Yiling and more...

Hopeless & Useless of ME

Another Day Goes By

罐头剧场之名牌女郎